This chapter is now one of my favorites:)  There was so much that I loved...but Daddy Pattinson and Jen..that was my favorite!  I so love this family and Jen really needs them..and they need her:)

I can't wait for more!!  Dreading her leaving him for a bit...

Author's Response:

thanks Jen! i love Mr. P so much, their relationship really is quite special, something she can really use in all the craziness that is Rob's life.

so glad you liked it!

she'll go, but the sooner she can wrap it all up, the sooner they can concentrate on them....

thanks my dear!

more soon!

MWAH!

steph

So glad Beardward is gone. I love scruffy Rob, even Rob with a beard, but the Grizzly Adams thing is a no go!LOL.

I'm not sure if you've used this song before but I think it would be perfect for OTT. It is "Falling slowly" by Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova from the movie "Once". It is so haunting and beautiful it makes me cry when I hear it. Here are the lyrics.

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melodyI'll sing along

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CoSL_qayMCc&feature=related

Another one is "Everything" by Lifehouse. Here's the lyrics.

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjDojEOiMcE&feature=related

Sigh!!! So Rob and Jen.

Author's Response:

You know it is so strange! I was searching for songs, and one of the rec's from a MArcus foster of Bobby Long song came up with Once. i don't know why i didn't buy falling Slowly, becasue it is really beautiful! so there it goes on my list! thank you!

I love Lifehouse, will add this one too. it is lovely!

sigh.

thank you for the great songs! and the lyrics! i am always searching for lyrics! 

thanks!

MWAH!

steph

Usually I try to give some "insightful" words in a review - but this time... I'm just overwhelmed by all the love you conveyed in this chapter. Not only by Rob, Jen, Rob's family, but also and especially by theatregirl. I'm convinced she's a friend and will keep quiet. I do hope they meet at the premier though!

Thanks once again for this amazing story that never ceases to wow me :-)

Author's Response:

thank you so much! i have to say i teared up when you wrote how much love you see from theatregirl! Jen really needs a friendship that is outside Rob's rule. we'll see how that goes.

would be very interesting to see them at the premier! 

so glad you are still wowed! that means the world to me!

more soon!

MWAH!

steph

Oh, the throat! And the lips! It was about time he shaved - I personally did not like that bushy beard a little bit! I thought it made him look fat and kind of decadent, you know? I always say it's a pity to conceal such stunning looks under hair - blurring the lines. Now the scruff is quite different...

And she gets to do it herself.... oh my...

OK, let her go take care of her business and come back already, though honestly why she would ever leave this dream and go about closing accounts, I can't imagine! Yet I know there are lots of people that can't function otherwise.

Theatergirl...she's definitely a real friend... otherwise you wouldn't have named her after your own friend, would you? Hahaha...

Well done, Steph! Keep feeding us the handsome, it makes our day!

Soula.

Author's Response:

ah the scruff. the scruff is so nice, and how wonderful it only really takes a day with that boy! Grizzly Adams, no not so much thank you. 

ah to do it herself... i really need to go shave my hubs now i think!

yeah, she has things to take care of. she ran away from her first life with mike and didn't complete things then, and now with things in Washington. sever the ties to start over with the new. she can then concentrate on making a life with Rob without skeletons reapearing.

hehehe. now wouldn't it be awesome if theatregirl were really the bad guy! oh no! nononono i could never do that. Jen needs a real friend.

thanks so much Soula! I always love getting your reviews!

MWAH!

steph

wow what a great chapter i really hope that theatregirl is friend not foe because jen can use a real friend. thanks for updating :)

Author's Response:

thanks hun!

Jen really does need a friend outside the Rob circle. so sad she can't be open and honest, but she knows what protecting Rob means. sigh.

thanks so much for reading!

more soon!

MWAH!

steph

Very touching scene with Rob's family, especially his dad.

30 more chapters!!! Yay!!!!!!!

Author's Response:

thanks my dear. love my Mr.P. he's awkward and loving and insightful. sigh

and 30 or 839... we'll jsut keep on trucking....

thanks my dear!

more soon!

MWAH!

steph

That shaving scene -- *swoons*.  So hawt.  :)

Oh wow, I can't believe Jen's conversation with Theatregirl.  Wow.  I hope for Jenn's sake, that it's true.  That fans would accept her, but we all know that no matter how terrific the girl with Rob is, she is still taking him away from potentially being with "them" -- and that makes her the bad guy.  I do hope that all goes well tho'.

And could the Pattinson's be any more awesome?  I loved when she called Mr. P, Dad.  *sniff*  

Get going Jen and come home soon!  Great chapter.  

Author's Response:

heehee. i really liked writing that shaving bit... JS....

oh theatregirl... it would be nice if the fans accepted her. but just as Kristen must deal with the negativity, so will Jen i am sure. no one could ever be good enough for Rob in so many fans' eyes. we'll see. 

Mr. P. love him. love him. love him. and for her to open up to call him dad, she's letting the walls down.

She'll go do her thing soon enough. and then back home to be sure, where it matters.

thanks my dear!

MWAH!

steph

Theatregirl - I like her and hope she turns out to be a real friend. I hope Jen goes to the NY premier and gets to meet her in person.

Mr. P - I love this whole family. We can see how well Rob was raised and how close his family is. I love that Jen can call him 'dad' now.

Jen shaving Rob was amazing.

So, you have another 30 chapters mapped out. I have a feeling that a few of them may spawn a few others. I can always hope!

Author's Response:

thanks my dear!

wouldn't it be nice for Jen to have a real friend, outside of the Rob circle, even if it was Rob that brought them together in the first place. jen needs someone she can go to that doesn't have an investment into Rob.

ah Mr. P. i heart him. Jen is learning to open up, feel like part of the family, and Mr. P is probably the closest to her heart.

mmm. shaving... and with his hair growth... she could do it every day....

haha! 30 or 824... i have decided to let the story just do its thing... what i think is one chapter turns into 3... so i am sure if i say 30, it will turn into something else entirely... so here's to 824 more! LOL!

thanks my dear! 

so glad you are enjoying!

MWAH!

steph

Another wonderful chapter. Do you think you will be doing a chapter for the oprah show rob was on or the eclipse premier. Hope you do I would love to see his and jens take on things.

Author's Response:

heehee funny you should ask that... I have about 1800 words written for it, some backstage time as well as Jen's reaction to the Twi-moms.

Jen has some debating and defending to do for the average fan after some of that episode. 

oh yes... will be doing oprah... so to speak....heehee!

thanks so much my dear!

MWAH!

steph

My Dearest Steph

Once again you have managed to take my breath away with your words. All the feeling you are putting out there I can feel.   Her need to feel him, the love his family sends  out to her, her fear of leaving him, her sorrow to end her previous life even if it is to start a new life with him. Her hollowness thinking she is baren with nothing to give him and the pain she is in knowing she is disapointing his whole family by not being able to give him the option of having his own child if they stay together. Combine that with the fear of thinking his fandom will hate them being together. Add that ass hat Nick to the mix.  Poor Jen.      But your wonderful discription of their  pure love     It has to be enough to hold them together keep them together bring them back together after after LA   this was kinna intense     and other soon you say   you have been a busy busy girl  

we love you steph    keep up the good work    you biggest fan (club)

Author's Response:

thanks my dear!

she has a lot to deal with, first step is to say goodbye to everything she has run from, and embrace this new life. 

Jen is such a giving nurturing soul, it is no wonder she has such issues with the lack of being able to provide. 

But they have one another, and that is something that can carry them through everything that threatens. 

so much to do still. 

thanks so much for all your support! love you guys! 

more soon!

MWAH!

steph

Holy sh** who knew shaving a man was so erotic?? But then our Rob is not just any man is he?? Phew it certainly got hotter in here. Smooth Rob or Rough Rob, I wouldn't mind either!! Bearded Rob didn't do it for me.

So, Haiti telethon, Rob's speech, fantastic. Loved it. And theatregirl, asking about the Pretty. Jen was very strong there not telling her anything. Very strong. Not sure I'd be able to be so good. But she's right, she doesn't know her, best not to give anything away. Shame though, but Rob does deserve his privacy.

The family and their support for Jen was beautiful. So accepting. Jen's talk with Mr P? Awkward but sweet. Just love it.

Now, music. While writing my story I've been listening to a few cd's. My faves are Robbie Williams Swing When You're Winning and Intensive Care.  I love Bon Jovi's The Circle - I play it loud all the time!! Jon Bon Jovi is a sex god! I also love Busted and McFly. But the song I associate RPattz with the most is by his namesake Rob Thomas, called Wonderful from the Cradlesong CD. Everytime I hear it I think of RP. In fact I'm going to use it in one of my chapters.

Does that help? Looking forward to more from NTE and OTT, hugs Clare x

Author's Response:

Thanks Clare!

mm. shaving... a new sort of foreplay! gah... to see that jaw revealed slowly... sigh.

Loved seeing him on the telethon. sweet boy. 

Poor Jen. can't even have a friend and be able to share her life with them. It is very much like being in witness protection. But she knows Rob needs his privacy, and she is part of that. No one's business but their own.

Love Mr. P and his awkward charm. unsure how to deal with a daughter that is so unlike his daughters. But he knows she is important to Rob, and right for him. 

Love the music suggestions! thank you my dear!

thanks so much for all your kind words! 

more soon!

MWAH!

steph

Why do I feel a sense of foreboding...something bad is going to happen. I can feel it...

great chapter, enjoyed it immensely.

ta.

Author's Response:

so glad you liked it. 

foreboding... hmmmm. well any separation is bound to bring some angst, eh? I'm cruel i know... but i am smiling at your thoughts... 

we'll see. 

thanks so much my dearest!

more soon!

MWAH!

steph