ON,MY Be still my heart

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thanks Pam!

more soon!

MWAH!

steph

Love the updates

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thanks my dear!

MWAH!

steph

Love your story.....****I run to my laptop each time I receive an pdate notie***. So, why oh why am I focused on her weight gain, moodiness, achiness, etc??? She couldn't be could she? I would just love to have that happen. I know others are annoyed at Rob's immaturity and jealously, but I can understand his rationale. You write beautifully and I am waiting anxiously to see what unfolds when she leaves. From one Steph to another, great job! ~Steph

Author's Response:

Thank you so much! So glad to hear you are enjoying it! 

Oh the weight gain, et al... well you know... strange country, foreign food.... she's bound to be a little off right?

I'm cruel i know.... 

Rob can't be an angel 100% of the time. he is still young. I'm glad you see that. Was it right? no. but we all screw up... that's how we learn.

thanks so much Steph! hahah, that feels funny! but i love it!

more soon! 

MWAH!

steph

Sending sweet hugs to Jen and Rob in this chapter. Their love and relationship is so new and so insecure that it's messing with their emotions in a negative way.

Rob's jeolousy - hmmm, yeah, he can come home after a shitty day, but really, taking it out on Jen and the mates - not smart. Just what does he expect Jen to do all day while he's at work?!?!?

I think Lizzy needs to have a little chat with him....cause he'll listen to her and she doesn't sugar coat what he needs to hear. "Rob, you can/should love a woman, protect her, workship her, respect her, but knock off putting her on a pedestal in a glasshouse! That's just setting up for failure. You want her by your side, sharing your relationship equally. She wants to share your relationship equally - not placed on a shelf to be admired, out of reach."

Author's Response:

thanks my dear.

He most definitely needs a little smack to the head from Lizzy or Mum, heck i bet Vic could shake him up a bit...hehee.

There is absolutely no excuse for what he did to her. Sad that it happens to even the best couples. They have a lot to work out, and the stresses on them are not helping. And Rob's insecurity with her, his immaturity in a relationship, and perhaps even some expectations he has for how he and she should behave, all are ingredients for issues down the road.

I think Jen handled it all right, but she needs to take a firmer stand in her life with him if she wants to have a life of her own too. No glass houses for this girl. And maybe they both need to toss out the pedestals, for as much as she says she sees him as just Rob, I think she still holds him a little too highly as Robert Pattinson... 

Hopefully she will gain some courage and relief when she takes care of business back in the States...

thanks my dear!

MWAH!

steph

Finally, the declarations were made.  I'm going to enjoy this moment because I know real life problems are  just around the corner.

Author's Response:

thanks hun! 

a nice way to end the day,yeah? sigh...finally they can move forward and deal with what's ahead of them. too true... his life is complicated and hers is still healing. 

should make for and interesting relationship.

thanks my dear!

MWAH!

steph

had to spend hours at the airport due to a delay    looking for something to read and we came acrossed your  holdmerandsom blog   it had never dawned on either one of us to read the comment section  i knew you wrote in your story that no one ever answered her blog   but he told her he had    well sister   that did me in   i cried   doug cried   dougs sister in the back of my suv cried  I made edward bring it up on line  while i cried to him over the phone (he is officially having us both commited  when he returns home next week) but even he said that the blog comments were breaking his heart        the time you must of spent creating that   your beyond amazing    that was amazing so real such passion such pain  when she said goodbye to him  my heart ached      he was screaming in pain for her trying to find her and reconnect  i will never forgive nick   so dont ask me to   and if thats is a glimps into his condition  while he was in la  you better get there quick      I NEED IT  (before i get commited next week and am without my computer access) i am sure he is just kidding   we bow to your writting skills   that my dear was perfecton      hug and kiss from doug   love you love you

Author's Response:

thank you sweetie!

oh yes the blog is something special... i'll have more there eventually... hard to keep up with it now that there are two stories... well that and jen is too busy to add logs... but i am so happy you found it! it helps tie some things together better.... 

You'll see more of it in OTT... it's his only link to her when she is lost to him... sigh... 

Tell Edward not to worry. please don't commit my fan.. please...

you guys are simply awesome. you made my night tonight.. i was feeling unmotivated, and you boosted me up! 

big hugs and kisses!

MWAH!

steph

I feel so bad for her not being able to have children.  I hope that doesn't become an issue for them later on down the road if things get to that point.

Author's Response:

Thanks hun. It's very sad, especially given the amount of love these two potentially have for one another...

thanks so much!

your reviews have made my day today!

MWAH!

steph

I love her internal monologue.  I felt for her.  It would have been extremely embarrassing to admit you were an obsessed fan.  He took it very well.  She was even rewarded with refrigerator sex.

Author's Response:

thanks! her internal musings are rather fun to write, glad you like them!

i don't think i could fess up without throwing up...

What a good guy to take it as well as he did,yeah?

Well, if i knew refrigerator sex was the reward, i guess i could confess a few things right?

thanks! 

MWAH!

steph

I felt so bad for Bella.  WHat a terrible thing to go through.  Robert was so sweet to her.  The shower sex was pretty hot.

Author's Response:

Rob is pretty understanding, to say the least. She has a lot of baggage. 

oh and shower time... heehe.. wet Rob Strikes! 

thanks my dear!

MWAH!

steph

Another great chapter!   And I agree about the haircut, although it kinda grossed me out when he attributed it to an infestation of nits.  (Had to deal with too many episodes of that when my girls were smaller.)

 

Glad to hear you're finding lots of inspirational music.  I've been roaming iTunes myself lately, although in part it's to replace old stuff I've lost or never had on CD.  I'll have to scroll through the comments and see what others have recommended.

 

Thanks for sharing with us!

Author's Response:

LOL! the nits comment... oh Rob... you know Jen was facepalming in the wings when he said that! But the hair looks incredible on set. he looks very period all american boy... 

Will try to start listing songs i the AN's they get so long sometimes, i forget! but lots of choices and inspiration to be sure! 

thanks so much my dear! more soon, always!

Steph

Steph,

Beautiful as always.  Your writing always brings tears to my eyes.  The love between Rob and Jen is a thing of exquisite beauty. Thank you.

Love,

Emily

Author's Response:

thanks Emily.

they have a lot of love. and a lot of issues that every day couples have...and then some... 

thanks so much! 

more soon! 

MWAH!

steph

I was surprised at Rob's reaction to Jen having fun with his friends while they waited for him to get home. I hope they will come back soon so they can all have a nice time together. I miss Rob's family, too. You write them so well!

It is to be expected, though, as she gets ready for her trip and he dives into his new movie. I love these moments of domestic life. It is something so normal, something I think he really needs.

Author's Response:

Jealousy can spring up in strange places. Rob had never had to share her before. And add to that his stress over work and her leaving can only spring for a little bit of that little boy who doesn't liek to share.

The boys will be back.never fear... they can't stay mad at our boy for long. and the family will be back very soon. so glad you like them!

everyday life. so what he needs. to help ground him. 

thanks my dear!

more soon!

MWAH!

steph