Penname: Ysar [Contact]
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Member Since: December 07, 2008
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ABOUT ME:


Let's simplify this. I'm too old to be reading books aimed at teens, I'm Team Bella (i.e. as long as it's a well developed story, I'll read it no matter who she's with), I'm blunt, sarcastic, entertained by random mis-placed humor, and I cuss like a sailor. I love to write & read, and I'm quickly becoming obsessed with fanfic.



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Stories by Ysar
Breathe Again by Ysar Rated: R starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5151]
Summary: Feature

You know those fics where Edward doesn't come back and Bella forgets about him and five seconds later she's in bed with Jacob and none of it makes any damn sense?
Yeah, this isn't one of them.

This story picks up from the moment in New Moon when Jacob has driven Bella home after the cliff diving incident, right before he catches the scent of Alice. Only in this telling, Alice wasn't looking, so there's no sudden appearance at Bella's house, no Rosalie calling Edward and sending him on a suicidal mission to Volterra, and no reason for Bella to do anything but believe that Edward didn't love her anymore. This is simply a story of what might have happened if everyone stayed mostly in character and Edward's return was delayed. Yes, delayed. Because we all know that he was "this close" to coming back on his own anyhow.
So what would have happened if Bella had tried to move on with her life?  Would she have found happiness with Jacob?  And would Edward be too late?

* First in a series of stories


~I thought of Jacob’s warm arms wrapped around me, his infectious laughter, and his ability to keep me from falling to pieces again… The pain choking my heart relaxed and I could breathe.~

 

~“More than anything,” I whispered, not caring what I'd just agreed to. When it came to Bella, it didn't matter what the question was. I just wanted.~

Winner of:

Best Author, Most Romantic, Favorite Jacob, Most Suspenseful, & Best WIP in the Wolfpack Awards | Best Non-Canon Pairing (Incomplete) and Best WIP in the Moonlight Awards | Best During the Series in the Razzle Dazzle Awards | The Storyteller Award in the Shimmer Awards | Best JacobxBella in the Silent Tear Awards  


Categories: Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, AU Characters: Bella, Jacob
Challenges:
Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 75 Completed: No Word count: 162627
[Report This] Published: December 07, 2008 Updated: June 24, 2010


Broken by Ysar Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 347]
Summary:

I wasn't like the women in those movies.  You know, the ones you catch on the Lifetime network when you're channel surfing over a pint of ice cream at two in the morning?  Everything was perfect.  My grades were good, my college was paid for, and the future of my dreams was set.  Until it wasn't.

 


Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: No Word count: 23057
[Report This] Published: July 27, 2009 Updated: February 25, 2010


Concession by Ysar Rated: PG-13 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 36]
Summary:

Companion story to Breathe Again, written as a side to Post #61: Confessions. Charlie's reasoning behind relaxing the rules and a peek at his talk with Jacob.


So yeah, there was a boy in my daughter's bed, and I wasn't entirely sure he deserved to see another day.



One-shot.


Categories: New Moon Characters: Charlie, Jacob
Challenges:
Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 3275
[Report This] Published: October 12, 2009 Updated: October 24, 2009


Envy by Ysar Rated: PG-13 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 37]
Summary:

Companion story for Breathe Again. Written as a side to Posts 39-54. Rachel's having a tough time adjusting, and she's been taking it out on Bella. One-shot.


~ So I was jealous. I could admit that. I just couldn’t admit it to her. ~




Categories: New Moon, Eclipse Characters: Other Character
Challenges:
Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2254
[Report This] Published: July 31, 2009 Updated: August 06, 2009


Destined by Ysar Rated: PG-13 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 51]
Summary:

Companion story for Breathe Again. Written as a side to Chapter Fifty-Three: Nuisance. Jessica is convinced that she and Embry are destined to be together. One-shot.

~"Finally a guy that was worth it. And just in time for prom.." ~


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Bella, Embry, Jacob, Jessica, Other Character
Challenges:
Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2130
[Report This] Published: July 15, 2009 Updated: July 20, 2009


Pursuit by Ysar Rated: PG-13 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 27]
Summary:

Companion story to Breathe Again, written as a side to Post #43: Waiting. Victoria pieces together the circumstances behind James's disappearance and plans her revenge. One-shot.

~ He was my killer and my savior. And now he was nothing. ~

~ A part of me was gone. I could still see his soft red eyes and feel the gentle curtain of his blond hair brushing against my cheek. When I breathed deeply enough I could imagine his sweet scent filling my lungs. I had to find him. ~

 

 


Categories: AU, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse Characters: Victoria
Challenges:
Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1503
[Report This] Published: June 09, 2009 Updated: June 09, 2009


Confrontation by Ysar Rated: PG-13 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 38]
Summary:

Companion story to Breathe Again Post #s 37 & 38: Questions.  Charlie receives a call from one meddling Mrs. Newton, and Jacob's reaction leaves his head spinning. One-shot.

 

~ Well…crap. Bella had told me that I didn’t need to worry about…that. And Miranda Newton was certainly not the best source for unembellished facts, but half-dressed and making out in a parking lot? I was in my car and headed to La Push within seconds. ~

 


Categories: Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, AU Characters: Billy, Charlie, Other Character
Challenges:
Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1471
[Report This] Published: May 31, 2009 Updated: May 31, 2009


Loyalty by Ysar Rated: R starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 40]
Summary:

Companion story to Breathe Again, written as a side to Chapters 33 & 34: Mischief.

What kind of friend would Embry be if he just stood by and let Lauren come in between Jake and Bella? (One-shot)

~If you asked me, Jake was lucky Bella even bothered to come to him about it instead of just dumping him. And now he was too scared of stirring up trouble and upsetting Bella to do anything about it.~

~The pack was lucky, too, because dealing with Jake when he and Bella were on the outs was no picnic. But a call to Leah and a trip to Forks High would solve everything.~


Categories: Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, AU Characters: Bella, Embry, Jacob, Jessica, Lauren, Leah, Mike, Quil
Challenges:
Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2590
[Report This] Published: May 07, 2009 Updated: May 14, 2009


Gossip by Ysar Rated: PG-13 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 31]
Summary:

Companion story to Breathe Again, written as a side to Chapter 23: Comfort


Bella skips lunch, and misses out on some very interesting conversation.


~ "Whatever," said Jessica, rolling her eyes. "You know Bella. She just has to have any guy I like." ~



But Angela's there to see and hear it all.


Categories: Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, AU Characters: Angela, Bella, Ben, Jessica, Lauren, Mike
Challenges:
Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1309
[Report This] Published: April 08, 2009 Updated: April 10, 2009


Wisdom by Ysar Rated: PG-13 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 53]
Summary:

Companion story to Breathe Again, written as a side to upcoming Chapters 9 & 10: Revelation. Sam and Emily try to figure out what's going on with Jacob and what's causing Bella's volatile reactions.


~"Her name's Bella," he replied defensively. "Jake's got some kind of bizarre relationship with her."~



One-shot.


Categories: Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, AU Characters: Emily, Sam
Challenges:
Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1253
[Report This] Published: February 02, 2009 Updated: February 02, 2009






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