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Penname: Rason44 [Contact]
Real name: Rason
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Member Since: August 20, 2009
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I'm a 29++ year old mom to a 7 year old little girl. I'm a very creative person by nature and also extremely sarcastic. I am hopelessly addicted to all things Twilight.

I also make banners and other crazy things. You can take a look at what I've done on my blog at

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Hide and Drink by Savage Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 7599]

Now Complete!

Bella’s blood was just too tempting to be ignored.  In this version of Twilight, Edward takes Bella on a sadistic journey with his monstrous side.  While Edward drags her around the world, barely keeping a step ahead of his frantic family, Bella battles the monster for possession of the gentler vampire inside her captor.  EPOV.

Winner of the Faithful Shipper Awards for best Alternate Universe.

Winner of The Vampies, Twilight Vampfic Awards for Best Dark Vamp.

Winner of the Immortal Sin Awards for Best Darkward and Hottest Dark Vamp Fic!

Thank you Lace for the Banner!

“There was no other blood like this.  Once she was gone, it would no longer be within my grasp.  But if I stopped now, she would heal.  Her body would make more.  The blood would replenish.  I could drink again.  The promise of more – it was the only incentive that could have caused me to stop.”


Categories: Twilight, AU Characters: Bella, Edward
Series: None
Chapters: 35 Completed: Yes Word count: 249263
[Report This] Published: December 22, 2009 Updated: August 28, 2010

Reviewer: Rason44 Signed
Date: April 11, 2010 Title: Chapter 18: Desperation and Despair

Awe, I think I may love demented and deranged Edward. He's kind of cute and sweet. What does that make me though?

Great chapter!

Author's Response:

As sick as the rest of us? :)  Thank you for your review!

Reviewer: Rason44 Signed
Date: January 17, 2010 Title: Chapter 1: Bite and Run

Soooo good! Very original. Even though this is a really bad Edward, I can't deny, I like him. I can't wait to see where you take this. It's really good. Very well written.

Reviewer: Rason44 Signed
Date: January 17, 2010 Title: Chapter 2: Shop and Kill

Wow! Great chapter. This Edward is Intense. I bet Bella listens to him next time. Holy crap. Did she get loose in the hotel room to write the note and then tie herself back up? Is that why the TV remote and the pad of hotel paper were at the foot of the bed? Sneaky girl. To be honest, I'm not sure I want her to get away from him. That's evil of me, I know, but I don't care.

Reviewer: Rason44 Signed
Date: January 17, 2010 Title: Chapter 3: Cry and Consume

I can't get enough! That's really all I have to say. This is so amazing. Great chapter!

Reviewer: Rason44 Signed
Date: January 17, 2010 Title: Chapter 4: Read and Bleed

Funny you mention Lima Syndrome because I was just thinking about Stockholm Syndrome. Edward is definitely feeling the first and I assume Bella will eventually feel the second.

I still cannot get enough of this story. It's brilliant. Great chapter, once again.

Reviewer: Rason44 Signed
Date: January 17, 2010 Title: Chapter 5: Touch and Take

Uh oh. Run Edward, run. ;) Okay, when he dazzled Bella I was a bit dazzled myself. That was one of the best dazzling moments I've read. Gosh, I'm sounding lame, but whatever. lol

Great chapter!

Reviewer: Rason44 Signed
Date: January 17, 2010 Title: Chapter 6: Fight and Flight

Holy crap! Edward is one seriously messed up vampire. This was sooo good. Please update soon. I'm officially addicted.

Reviewer: Rason44 Signed
Date: January 19, 2010 Title: Chapter 7: Calm and Control

I feel all warm and fuzzy inside yet heartbroken at the same time. I like the direction their relationship is heading but I hate that Carlisle disowned him. I hope it's not permanent. What a great chapter!

Reviewer: Rason44 Signed
Date: January 24, 2010 Title: Chapter 8: Play and Pray

My heart was aching for Edward when she was in the park, but when she came back, well, that was hot as hell. He is seriously addicted to her. Can't wait for the sexin'. Great chapter. Please update soon!

Reviewer: Rason44 Signed
Date: February 15, 2010 Title: Chapter 11: Confront and Expose

WooHoo, the smexing is coming. That Samson vamp and his gift is a bit scary. Totally hope we don't see him again. Maybe. And hell, I hope Emmett finally returns Edward's messages. I really hope they are able to forgive him.

This was a great chapter. I'm still addicted to this story. Please update soon.


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