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Penname: AJ04 [ Contact]
Real name: Monica
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Used to be a die hard Sci-fi fanatic...but my new Twilight obession is quickly overshadowing it...LOL...loving every minute of it!
I am a mother of three rabuncious and energetic kids ages 11,8, and 6. They keep me on my toes.
I read alot in order to escape the rigors of real life and it was my sister who acutally introduce me to the Twilight Saga after raving about it for months. LoL...I never would imagine the world in which I now find myself. I have met a number of fans and have made lifelong friends along the way. A group of us known as the Edge girls met on Twilighters Anonymous and it was one of my fellow Edger's that introduced me to Twilighted. I love them all to pieces and am thrilled to find another site to fill my reading obsession.
10-27-10 Things in RL are on a rollarcoaster right now, so to my darling authors...I will R&R as I have time but know you are not forgotten. I love each and everyone of you and value the journey's I have been on with every story I read. You author's rock and help me thru some tough times and for that I can't thank you enough. =)
1-1-11 Happy New Years!
Wow...hard to believe it is the start of a new year...to all my unbelievable authors; I write this to let you know that RL has really taken a toll. I am trying to catch up but recently I had a setback when my computer was dropped and now I have trouble logging on. As much as I would love to go buy a new computer, I can't with my budget being the way it is right now. So know that I will try and log on as much as I can at home and at work. As busy as work and my three kids keep me, unfortunatly the time I get to spend on here is limited but so very much appreciated. I regain my sanity here so, Thank you all for being there! Have a safe and blessed New Year!
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Summary:  Edward Cullen was a loner, an outcast. He clearly hated everybody, including himself. He was not a nice person. So, why was I so drawn to him? And why did I get the crazy feeling he felt the same way?
WARNING: This story will deal with the aftermath of child abuse and rape. If that bothers you too much, I strongly recommend that you don’t read.
Thanks to steffyxxface for the lovely banner!
Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Challenges: Series: None
Chapters: 115 Completed: Yes
Word count: 365612
[Report This] Published: November 13, 2009 Updated: July 06, 2011
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed 
Date: March 13, 2010
Title: Chapter 26: Chapter 26
OMG James was free! Oh poor Edward...no wonder he flipped his lid. I am so happy Bella is there, it would seem that she will be the only one to reach him so that he doesn't sink into the dark abyss again. I love Esme and hope her pep talk helped Bella understand a few things. This is a battle I am sure Bella does not intend to lose. I can't wait for your next update. Author's Response: You won't have to wait very long. Thanks for reviewing!
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: March 14, 2010
Title: Chapter 27: Chapter 27
OMG * tears of hope and happiness* This is just so beautiful. Dear god this is epic and I can't help but fall in love with this story all over agian. You my dear are a true artist...Your words just move me. Author's Response: Aw, thank you so much! :)
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: March 19, 2010
Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 28
*OMG...cries happy tears* I am so thrilled that Edward is slowly opening up to Bella. Even the little bit he gave to Bella was a huge step. *does a little happy snoopy dance* You my dear are just an awesome writer, please keep it up. This story is just phenomenol... Author's Response: Aww, thank you soo much! :)
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: March 23, 2010
Title: Chapter 29: Chapter 29
*Silent tears fall* Oh what a horrible nightmare. Edward really is fighting some inner demons and wouldn't karma be a bitch to toss in Bella like that just to torment Edward more. Well I sure hope she lightens up and lets Edward feel peace for once. It warms my heart that Bella is able to bring Edward a bit of peace and hope he realizes that she really would walk thru fire for him, may give him reason to trust her completly. Author's Response: Is it sick to say that I enjoyed writing that nightmare? I've always liked writing dream sequences for some reason. :) Thanks for your review!
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: June 18, 2010
Title: Chapter 48: Chapter 48
I am so relieved Edward didn't totally flip out about all that happened and clam up. His progress is so exciting. I know he fights with his demons daily if not hourly but the fact that he is winning is so heartwarming. I am in awe of his inner strength. Definate heart fuzzies reading how he is getting closer to Bella. Oh I can't wait to see what he is working on. Until next time my dear!
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: March 28, 2010
Title: Chapter 30: Chapter 30
*happy dance* OH the progress made! Wow...I am so excited. LOL poor Eric Yorkie I wouldn't doubt he did wet his pants though you do have to admire his courage. Hope Charlie doesn't give Bella to hard of a time over the impending date. Author's Response: Hopefully he'll go easy on her. Thank you so much for your review!
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: April 02, 2010
Title: Chapter 31: Chapter 31
Awww I can't help but be a cheerleader for Edward. He really has come such a long way and I thrilled to no end. I sure hope he doesn't flip when meeting Charlie, this could be very interesting. I will anxiously await your next update. Author's Response: It should be interesting, yeah. ;) More to come real soon, thanks for your review!
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: April 06, 2010
Title: Chapter 32: Chapter 32
Holy Freakin Hale!! That was great! For a second there I thought Alice and Emmett were going to give Edward an anxiety attack, I mean the poor guy was already flipping over meeting Charlie. I just love Emmett for talking Edward of the ledge sort of speak. He really is a good guy and I do hope one day they will be friends. Author's Response: Hopefully they will. I'm so happy you liked it, thank you very much!
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: April 16, 2010
Title: Chapter 34: Chapter 34
*tears fall* OMG what a talk, and yes it is heartbreaking that Edward feels that way. That rat bastard James should burn over and over for the vile acts he commited. I am rather glad that the thing Edward feared the most about Bella finding out finally happened. I know she will not run and I hope Edward accepts that in time. Oh what will he do with this hug. I hope he hugs her back and realizes she will be there for him.
You did a brilliant job!!
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: April 20, 2010
Title: Chapter 35: Chapter 35
WOW that was a kickass chapter!! It was amazing. I am absolutly thrilled at how you are revealing everything, its great that Edward's secret is out so that he can see that Bella is gonna be there thru thick and thin. Fabulous my dear... Author's Response: You're too kind. :) Thank you!
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: April 24, 2010
Title: Chapter 36: Chapter 36
*More silent tears* Dear lord the emotions all are going thru is just...wow...
I am sure Esme is reeling from the fact that Edward talked to Bella, but feel she knows more about how Bella feels than she is telling Edward. *smiles* Esme really is a great person, I can only hope one day Edward opens up a lil bit to his surregant family as well. With time, I do believe he will, Bella will help him. I just love that slowly but surely, Bella and Edward are opening up to each other.
Good help James if Bella finds him, she'll see red. Bella isn't the only one who would pull the plug on his sorry ass... Author's Response: Made you tear up again? Sorry! *lol* Thank you so much for reviewing!
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: May 04, 2010
Title: Chapter 38: Chapter 38
*OMG!! Doing a happy snoopy dance...and generally jumping for joy*
Wow...I am stunned!! I am so Proud of Edward!! While that little flashback of James talking had me wanting to hunt the bastard down and pull the cord on his worthless life, I am thrilled Edward took a major step in not letting James ruin his life anymore. A kiss!! Oh I am deliriously happy...
*I bow to your awesomeness!*
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: May 08, 2010
Title: Chapter 39: Chapter 39
OMG...why the hell can't I find a tissue box when I need one! *wipes eyes with back of her hand instead*
Oh that is just so sad to read! My heart breaks for Edward in that he doesn't feel he deserves Bella's love. God Bella must be heartbroken thinking she pushed Edward to hard. Things were going so well to. Oh please update soon! I must know what happens to them both. Bella has got to be going nuts.
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: May 12, 2010
Title: Chapter 40: Chapter 40
OK there is no way to shut off the water works over at my place right now...where the hell are my tissues!!! You just love to make me cry don't you? But I guess these are in a ways happy tears because I believe Edward is learning how to let go. His past is truly horrific and while I know everyone is hurting right now, I do think you are bringing everyone to a better place. The cliffie you left us with is about to kill me so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE update soon.
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: May 17, 2010
Title: Chapter 41: Chapter 41
*Jumping up and down cartoon style!* Oh my GOD! I am so HAPPY! They are talking and I hope in time Edward realizes he can love and be loved. What I wouldn't give to hunt Elizabeth down and give her a piece of my mind and then hunt down James and just beat the hell out of him...no good bastard.
I am beyound relieved that Edward won't let go as well...sigh...I bow to your sheer brilliance! I love it and can't wait for more!!
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: May 21, 2010
Title: Chapter 42: Chapter 42
*Gasp! I see a glimmer of hope and crying happy tears!* It is so sad to think Edward thinks so poorly of himself but I hope he takes to heart what Bella is telling him. She is exactly what he needs. I did a happy dance when he broke down only for the fact that I knew it would make Edward feel better. When he asked for a kiss I literally jumped up and cheered...This is fabulous!!! I can't wait to see what happens next. I hope Edward thinks long and hard about Bella being right. It is all that bastard James's fault not his...
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: May 25, 2010
Title: Chapter 43: Chapter 43
*Melted in a lil puddle of HAPPY goo* I am so excited by the progress Edward is making. I can't wait to see what happens next...could our dear Edward follow Bella to Phoenix to help her deal with her mother's house? Did I mention I am excited!
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: June 03, 2010
Title: Chapter 45: Chapter 45
Oh god honey this was beyound Brilliant..this is phenomenal! Such emotion! It is so heartbreaking to watch Edward go thru that, and he didn't lash out at Bella like Carlisle had feared. Maybe now Carlisle will understand that Bella is so good for him and Edward would never hurt her. Poor Edward must be reliving some nightmares and it breaks my heart that he is hurting so badly. But like Bella, I see hope for him. It warms my heart that he is showing the compassion he has...
I will anxiously await the next update!
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: June 08, 2010
Title: Chapter 46: Chapter 46
OH Honey...this is PHENOMENAL!
Edward has been thru so much and I can't help but cheer and cry happy tears that Bella was able to help him thru this tramatic time. Just listening to just a small bit of his past in this chapter had me seeing red and wish I could just get a chance to rip James to shreds for putting Edward thru such pain.
I can't help but wonder what Elizabeth was thinking when she let a monster like that near her son. I have children myself and I can't fathom anyone hurting them. I would die first before I would allow anyone to touch my babies like that(The expression over my dead body comes to mind).
Sigh...You are such a talented author, I am honored to be on this journey with you.
Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: June 12, 2010
Title: Chapter 47: Chapter 47
Oh jesus! Elizabeth was definatly screwed in the head. I have to wonder if ames took her off of her meds so he could get at Edward. Again what I wouldn't give to beat that rat bastard into a bloody pulp. Grrrrr
Wow... I'm so proud of Emmett and Alice for standing their ground with Rose. Edward will appreciate it in the future even if he's not aware of it yet.
I can't wait for the next day and what it will bring...
Again I am in awe of your story and kneel to your brilliance...
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