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Penname: AJ04 [Contact]
Real name: Monica
Status: Member
Member Since: July 01, 2009

Used to be a die hard Sci-fi fanatic...but my new Twilight obession is quickly overshadowing it...LOL...loving every minute of it!

I am a mother of three rabuncious and energetic kids ages 11,8, and 6. They keep me on my toes.

I read alot in order to escape the rigors of real life and it was my sister who acutally introduce me to the Twilight Saga after raving about it for months. LoL...I never would imagine the world in which I now find myself. I have met a number of fans and have made lifelong friends along the way. A group of us known as the Edge girls met on Twilighters Anonymous and it was one of my fellow Edger's that introduced me to Twilighted. I love them all to pieces and am thrilled to find another site to fill my reading obsession.

10-27-10 Things in RL are on a rollarcoaster right now, so to my darling authors...I will R&R as I have time but know you are not forgotten. I love each and everyone of you and value the journey's I have been on with every story I read. You author's rock and help me thru some tough times and for that I can't thank you enough. =)

1-1-11 Happy New Years!
Wow...hard to believe it is the start of a new all my unbelievable authors; I write this to let you know that RL has really taken a toll. I am trying to catch up but recently I had a setback when my computer was dropped and now I have trouble logging on. As much as I would love to go buy a new computer, I can't with my budget being the way it is right now. So know that I will try and log on as much as I can at home and at work. As busy as work and my three kids keep me, unfortunatly the time I get to spend on here is limited but so very much appreciated. I regain my sanity here so, Thank you all for being there! Have a safe and blessed New Year!
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Numb by Tyranny Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 655]

Numb by Tyranny


Bella has spent her life abused and betrayed. Now she feels nothing. When she meets the new boy in school she starts to feel again. But is the pain worth the possibility of something better? NC-17 for violence, language, possible lemons in later chapters.

Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Jessica, Rosalie
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Completed: No Word count: 113960
[Report This] Published: November 11, 2009 Updated: August 12, 2013

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Date: February 23, 2010 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10

Oh that poor girl, however I will begrudgedly offer a thanks for Charlie letting Bella go over. I just hope it goes well for Bella, that girl could use what joy she can get. I do have to wonder though what happened to Renee? Does she regret leaving Bella behind?

Author's Response:

We will be seeing more of Renee later and she'll get to tell her side. Hopefully she'll be able to give Bella some peace. Thanks.

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Date: February 23, 2010 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11

Oh my dear I thing this story is FABULOUS!!! I just love seeing them come closer together. It really is sweet to watch Bella open up to her new friends.

Author's Response:

And I think I love that I got a FABULOUS. Thanks, hun. You make my day.

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Date: March 09, 2010 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12

Wow dinner went's such a shame that Bella has never had a decent family dinner. I wonder if Edward's touch will awaken Bella's ability to feel. While I am thrilled she can feel Edward I hope for her sake she won't be able to feel Charlie's touch...shudder. I think if Edward found out about Charlie's "affection" he would go balistic.

Author's Response:

I'm not giving anything away, but the key to Bella feeling again is in someone else, probably someone you won't expect. Thanks.

Loner by Nilla Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 9908]

Edward Cullen was a loner, an outcast. He clearly hated everybody, including himself. He was not a nice person. So, why was I so drawn to him? And why did I get the crazy feeling he felt the same way?

WARNING: This story will deal with the aftermath of child abuse and rape. If that bothers you too much, I strongly recommend that you don’t read.



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Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Series: None
Chapters: 115 Completed: Yes Word count: 365612
[Report This] Published: November 13, 2009 Updated: July 06, 2011

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Date: November 01, 2010 Title: Chapter 73: Chapter 73

Oh jesus christ almighty! Jacob is beyond douche material. I have needs?!? What the fuck kind of lame excuse is that. He left her and didn't respect her, and then he had the audacity to want to kiss her goodbye. How clueless was that. To be honest I am so fucking proud of Bella for hitting Jacob. I feel so sorry that she had to endure that but luckily she has Edward to call. I will anxiously await the outcome of all of this...

PS author honey don't be afraid that was brilliantly written.

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Date: April 11, 2010 Title: Chapter 33: Chapter 33

Awww Charlie was on good behavior and I hope Edward didn't flip internally.

Hmmm I guess is shouldn't suprise me that Tanya was just atrociously forward. I wonder what Edward thought of Bella's jelousy. I can't wait for the next update.

Author's Response: You'll find out what he thought soon. :) Thanks for reviewing!

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Date: February 04, 2011 Title: Chapter 92: Chapter 92

Wow...I'm with proud of Edward! He has come such a long way in such a short time. I love the healing process...Emmett is heavan sent-love that boys honest loving ways. Alice is just a treat in how she handles him.
EEeppp and Edward is trying with Bella...god who could ask for more? This was a fabulous chapter and lent warm fuzzies to my heart. =)

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Date: August 27, 2010 Title: Chapter 61: Chapter 61

I'm on cloud nine and above! Damn! I am so proud of Edward for the progress he has made. Wow...he let Esme hug him...stunned and elated! I can't wait to see how therapy goes. I am just thrilled!

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Date: August 31, 2010 Title: Chapter 62: Chapter 62

Ok so I was stunned stupid by that last little bit...who the hell is Edward talking to? I sure hope its not Jessica or Lauren and if it is...What the Hell? Mike is such a douche to spread around that it was him who rebuffed Bella...what ever! I will anxiously await your next update.

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Date: January 11, 2011 Title: Chapter 88: Chapter 88

Oh my stars! I feel like doing a jig or something equally as ridiculous as an end zone dance...Edward had lunch in the cafeteria! That was AWESOME! I loved that he was able to sit and interact with everyone so well. The story about Newton had me cracking up to no end...what kind of rumors was that? Some kids have overactive imaginations.
Aww and Edward bringing Bella ice cream was so sweet. I am just all gushy thinking of how sweet he can be....

PS...his tingles were giving me tingles to ;)

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Date: March 18, 2011 Title: Chapter 99: Chapter 99

Holy Freakin Hale! Poor Sam. It amazes me what someone older, who should know better, will do to a little kid. People wonder why children's innocence are stolen at a younger age. Its because of sick people like that who harm children that are making parents warn them of dangers they shouldn't have to worry about...sorry for the rant but it makes me heartsick to hear what some people of had to live thru. Granted these are fictional characters, but I have no doubt that those people exist.

I am thrilled Edward is willing to listen and learn how to deal with his pain...I anxiously await your next update.

PS I understand that RL can be cruel and a royal pain in the ass, just know that I am anxious but will patiently await the next update...

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Date: April 30, 2010 Title: Chapter 37: Chapter 37

Awww Bella, that is just so heartbreaking. It must be very hard on her to lose the last link to her mother. I can just imagine how hard it is for Phil, but I can totally understand Bella's reaction to the news. Sigh...

I am floored that Edward is taking the initiative to take Bella's hand. I wonder if he realizes this must be about her Mom. I have to wonder and can't wait until the next update! I am so excited.

PS: no worries if you can't get back to my reviews, I understand that there is not always time and I am very happy with you updating instead =)

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Date: January 17, 2011 Title: Chapter 89: Chapter 89

Oh Hells NO! Oh dear oh my...Edward is not taking this well. I think I had a mini anxiety attack as Bella started this conversation but I am on the verge of nervous breakdown just thinking of how Edward is taking all of this. I know he is freaking out but he needs to hear the rest of the story. I think once he realizes that she didn't go thru with it will he calm down. This was one hell of a cliffie honey...I won't throw stone cuz your right this did have to happen but please for the love of all that is holy, Please don't leave us hanging for to long.

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Date: October 05, 2010 Title: Chapter 68: Chapter 68

jumpin up and down for joy...he is doin it....really doing it....god i am so proud of him. happy dance time

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Date: October 25, 2010 Title: Chapter 72: Chapter 72

Well Edward has done well considering its his first day without Bella. Granted he blew up once but damn that boy makes me proud with how much he is realizing and trying to change. =)

Oh no why is Bella crying? Awww this has got to be so hard for her to go back to that house. I can't wait to see how this all plays out...

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Date: May 30, 2010 Title: Chapter 44: Chapter 44

OH no! Just when things were looking up for Edward...sigh...I knew it was going to be a bumpy ride. Grrr...I don't like the sound of Victoria and if she does something to upset Edward, well this world isn't small enough to stop Bella from hunting her down. Poor Edward having to deal with her. Eeeppp will Edward flip on Bella? I don't think so...I sure hope Bella can pull him out of this latest panic...please please please PLEASE update soon...

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Date: January 07, 2011 Title: Chapter 87: Chapter 87

Whoa so Bella got sick...not good. Edward may do without her for a morning but i wouldn't be surprised to see him high tail it over to her place before to long. I am in awe that Emmett stood up for Edward, not that I didn't know he had it in him. I was LMAO reading about Newton falling on his ass...that was GREAT! Until next time my dear!

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Date: May 03, 2011 Title: Chapter 105: Chapter 105

Holy Freakin Hale! I was scared there for a minute that Edward may have a meltdown but I was thrilled to see him pull out of it. Talk about happy dance time! It was a fabulous save! I just loved it!

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Date: January 03, 2010 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11

Oh I can't tell you how much it breaks my heart to see Edward hate himself so much. That bastard James really did a number on him. live with such self loathing is just devastating. I can only hope he will let Bella in as she may be the one who can help heal his heart. This really is such a sad Edward, but I can't help but just cheer him on as he finds himself.

Author's Response: He needs help to heal, yes, and I have a feeling Bella just might be the right person. Thank you for leaving a review.

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Date: July 05, 2010 Title: Chapter 51: Chapter 51

This is just great...I was nervous with the Emmett confrontation but am thrilled its out there now. Edward definalty needs to know his family cares. Like Bella I am proud of the progress he has made. I wonder why Edward won't go but have a sneaky hunch as to why he won't go...I have no doubt you will amaze me yet again in the next chapter...until then my darling author.

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Date: October 15, 2010 Title: Chapter 70: Chapter 70

Oh dear lord am I proud of Edward...he made it thru the first session! That is fabulous!
*Happy snoopy dance time!* I am so excited...Oh oh I just realized to that Bella is leaving for three days. This is going to be so hard on both as they are both dealing with quite a bit of emotional baggage. They are both facing thier pasts but at least they have each other now...

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Date: September 23, 2010 Title: Chapter 67: Chapter 67

Doing a happy snoopy dance! I am crying and just deleriously excited. Edward has made some pretty strong realizations and OMG HE HUGGED ALICE! This will mean so much to Alice and to the family in general...I am thrilled beyond belief...

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Date: September 23, 2010 Title: Chapter 66: Chapter 66

Wow...I can't believe Carlisle was so honest with Bella and I do hope he doesn't beat himself up so much. Good thing he recognizes that Bella is good for Edward and is willing to let her help in any way she can.

You can't believe how excited i am that Edward told was SPECTACULAR! I know Alice must have been trying for years and now that Edward is talking...well I'm on cloud nine!

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Date: October 07, 2010 Title: Chapter 69: Chapter 69

Phew...well their first therapy went relatively well. I am proud that Edward is giving Angela five weeks. Yowsa...the next five weeks are going to be pretty stressful for Edward, and to think Bella has to go to Phoenix soon as well. Those two are going to be stressed out of thier minds. I am just boggled by all the scenarios going through my mind at what the next few days will be like for Bella and Edward. I will anxiously await more.

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Date: December 01, 2009 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Whoa what a way to begin a story...silently seeths...If I had a chance i'd have beat the hell out of James for doing that to a child. it's nice to understand where Edward is coming from...poor guy. Just found this spellbinding story...

Author's Response: Thank you very much for reading and reviewing my story, I hope you'll like what's to come. :)

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Date: December 01, 2009 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2

Ok Edward seriously has some issues but won't it be grand when Bella breaks down some walls. *snicker* Emmett and Edward not getting along oohhh can't wait to here about some sibling rivalry

Author's Response: He has a lot of issues, that's for sure. Thank you so much for reviewing!



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