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Penname: AJ04 [Contact]
Real name: Monica
Status: Member
Member Since: July 01, 2009

Used to be a die hard Sci-fi fanatic...but my new Twilight obession is quickly overshadowing it...LOL...loving every minute of it!

I am a mother of three rabuncious and energetic kids ages 11,8, and 6. They keep me on my toes.

I read alot in order to escape the rigors of real life and it was my sister who acutally introduce me to the Twilight Saga after raving about it for months. LoL...I never would imagine the world in which I now find myself. I have met a number of fans and have made lifelong friends along the way. A group of us known as the Edge girls met on Twilighters Anonymous and it was one of my fellow Edger's that introduced me to Twilighted. I love them all to pieces and am thrilled to find another site to fill my reading obsession.

10-27-10 Things in RL are on a rollarcoaster right now, so to my darling authors...I will R&R as I have time but know you are not forgotten. I love each and everyone of you and value the journey's I have been on with every story I read. You author's rock and help me thru some tough times and for that I can't thank you enough. =)

1-1-11 Happy New Years!
Wow...hard to believe it is the start of a new all my unbelievable authors; I write this to let you know that RL has really taken a toll. I am trying to catch up but recently I had a setback when my computer was dropped and now I have trouble logging on. As much as I would love to go buy a new computer, I can't with my budget being the way it is right now. So know that I will try and log on as much as I can at home and at work. As busy as work and my three kids keep me, unfortunatly the time I get to spend on here is limited but so very much appreciated. I regain my sanity here so, Thank you all for being there! Have a safe and blessed New Year!
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Loner by Nilla Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 9908]

Edward Cullen was a loner, an outcast. He clearly hated everybody, including himself. He was not a nice person. So, why was I so drawn to him? And why did I get the crazy feeling he felt the same way?

WARNING: This story will deal with the aftermath of child abuse and rape. If that bothers you too much, I strongly recommend that you don’t read.



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Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Series: None
Chapters: 115 Completed: Yes Word count: 365612
[Report This] Published: November 13, 2009 Updated: July 06, 2011

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Date: March 18, 2011 Title: Chapter 99: Chapter 99

Holy Freakin Hale! Poor Sam. It amazes me what someone older, who should know better, will do to a little kid. People wonder why children's innocence are stolen at a younger age. Its because of sick people like that who harm children that are making parents warn them of dangers they shouldn't have to worry about...sorry for the rant but it makes me heartsick to hear what some people of had to live thru. Granted these are fictional characters, but I have no doubt that those people exist.

I am thrilled Edward is willing to listen and learn how to deal with his pain...I anxiously await your next update.

PS I understand that RL can be cruel and a royal pain in the ass, just know that I am anxious but will patiently await the next update...

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Date: April 30, 2010 Title: Chapter 37: Chapter 37

Awww Bella, that is just so heartbreaking. It must be very hard on her to lose the last link to her mother. I can just imagine how hard it is for Phil, but I can totally understand Bella's reaction to the news. Sigh...

I am floored that Edward is taking the initiative to take Bella's hand. I wonder if he realizes this must be about her Mom. I have to wonder and can't wait until the next update! I am so excited.

PS: no worries if you can't get back to my reviews, I understand that there is not always time and I am very happy with you updating instead =)

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Date: January 17, 2011 Title: Chapter 89: Chapter 89

Oh Hells NO! Oh dear oh my...Edward is not taking this well. I think I had a mini anxiety attack as Bella started this conversation but I am on the verge of nervous breakdown just thinking of how Edward is taking all of this. I know he is freaking out but he needs to hear the rest of the story. I think once he realizes that she didn't go thru with it will he calm down. This was one hell of a cliffie honey...I won't throw stone cuz your right this did have to happen but please for the love of all that is holy, Please don't leave us hanging for to long.

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Date: October 05, 2010 Title: Chapter 68: Chapter 68

jumpin up and down for joy...he is doin it....really doing it....god i am so proud of him. happy dance time

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Date: October 25, 2010 Title: Chapter 72: Chapter 72

Well Edward has done well considering its his first day without Bella. Granted he blew up once but damn that boy makes me proud with how much he is realizing and trying to change. =)

Oh no why is Bella crying? Awww this has got to be so hard for her to go back to that house. I can't wait to see how this all plays out...

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Date: May 30, 2010 Title: Chapter 44: Chapter 44

OH no! Just when things were looking up for Edward...sigh...I knew it was going to be a bumpy ride. Grrr...I don't like the sound of Victoria and if she does something to upset Edward, well this world isn't small enough to stop Bella from hunting her down. Poor Edward having to deal with her. Eeeppp will Edward flip on Bella? I don't think so...I sure hope Bella can pull him out of this latest panic...please please please PLEASE update soon...

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Date: January 07, 2011 Title: Chapter 87: Chapter 87

Whoa so Bella got sick...not good. Edward may do without her for a morning but i wouldn't be surprised to see him high tail it over to her place before to long. I am in awe that Emmett stood up for Edward, not that I didn't know he had it in him. I was LMAO reading about Newton falling on his ass...that was GREAT! Until next time my dear!

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Date: May 03, 2011 Title: Chapter 105: Chapter 105

Holy Freakin Hale! I was scared there for a minute that Edward may have a meltdown but I was thrilled to see him pull out of it. Talk about happy dance time! It was a fabulous save! I just loved it!

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Date: January 03, 2010 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11

Oh I can't tell you how much it breaks my heart to see Edward hate himself so much. That bastard James really did a number on him. live with such self loathing is just devastating. I can only hope he will let Bella in as she may be the one who can help heal his heart. This really is such a sad Edward, but I can't help but just cheer him on as he finds himself.

Author's Response: He needs help to heal, yes, and I have a feeling Bella just might be the right person. Thank you for leaving a review.

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Date: July 05, 2010 Title: Chapter 51: Chapter 51

This is just great...I was nervous with the Emmett confrontation but am thrilled its out there now. Edward definalty needs to know his family cares. Like Bella I am proud of the progress he has made. I wonder why Edward won't go but have a sneaky hunch as to why he won't go...I have no doubt you will amaze me yet again in the next chapter...until then my darling author.

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Date: October 15, 2010 Title: Chapter 70: Chapter 70

Oh dear lord am I proud of Edward...he made it thru the first session! That is fabulous!
*Happy snoopy dance time!* I am so excited...Oh oh I just realized to that Bella is leaving for three days. This is going to be so hard on both as they are both dealing with quite a bit of emotional baggage. They are both facing thier pasts but at least they have each other now...

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Date: September 23, 2010 Title: Chapter 67: Chapter 67

Doing a happy snoopy dance! I am crying and just deleriously excited. Edward has made some pretty strong realizations and OMG HE HUGGED ALICE! This will mean so much to Alice and to the family in general...I am thrilled beyond belief...

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Date: September 23, 2010 Title: Chapter 66: Chapter 66

Wow...I can't believe Carlisle was so honest with Bella and I do hope he doesn't beat himself up so much. Good thing he recognizes that Bella is good for Edward and is willing to let her help in any way she can.

You can't believe how excited i am that Edward told was SPECTACULAR! I know Alice must have been trying for years and now that Edward is talking...well I'm on cloud nine!

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Date: October 07, 2010 Title: Chapter 69: Chapter 69

Phew...well their first therapy went relatively well. I am proud that Edward is giving Angela five weeks. Yowsa...the next five weeks are going to be pretty stressful for Edward, and to think Bella has to go to Phoenix soon as well. Those two are going to be stressed out of thier minds. I am just boggled by all the scenarios going through my mind at what the next few days will be like for Bella and Edward. I will anxiously await more.

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Date: December 01, 2009 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Whoa what a way to begin a story...silently seeths...If I had a chance i'd have beat the hell out of James for doing that to a child. it's nice to understand where Edward is coming from...poor guy. Just found this spellbinding story...

Author's Response: Thank you very much for reading and reviewing my story, I hope you'll like what's to come. :)

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Date: December 01, 2009 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2

Ok Edward seriously has some issues but won't it be grand when Bella breaks down some walls. *snicker* Emmett and Edward not getting along oohhh can't wait to here about some sibling rivalry

Author's Response: He has a lot of issues, that's for sure. Thank you so much for reviewing!

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Date: December 01, 2009 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3

Wow...Way to go Bella! LOL...a hit to the nuts better detour Tyler now. =)

I sure hope Edward stops meking Bella cry as it seems to be his thing at the moment though I know he didn't do it intentionally.

Author's Response: Well, for obvious reasons, interacting with other people is not really Edward's thing. Yet. He has a long way to go. Thanks for your review!

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Date: December 01, 2009 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4

Holy Freakin Hale!!! Edward Cullen apologized!?! I think hell just froze It was marvelous. Hmm it sounds like Phil was a world class ass and messed with Bella...what the hell is up with the father figures? Can't wait for your next update.

Author's Response: I'm glad you want more of this. :) You'll find out about Bella and Phil eventually, and maybe things aren't always the way they seem... ;) Thank you so much for reviewing!

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Date: November 03, 2010 Title: Chapter 74: Chapter 74

Aww those two were definalty a mess made in they both have thier issues but I am thrilled they are there for each other. Jacob really is beyond clueless and I am glad Bella didn't break her hand on him. It sounds like Bella and Edward are going to have quite the conversation when they see each other next...

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Date: December 07, 2009 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5

LOL...Beware Bella Alice has got a curling iron...looks around terror...Run Bella RUN!!

Bell definalty is my homegirl...I'd much rather be baking than beautifying. Don't get me wrong i don't mind being girly but Alice's version just scares me to death. LOL...I wonder what in the world Edward is thinking about when he saw Bella in the kitchen...

Author's Response: *lol* If I was bella, I would be afraid as well. More EPOV in the next chapter... Thanks for reviewing!

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Date: December 09, 2009 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6

Ok if you are putting more E/B interaction in the next chapter, then I won't have a fit. It sounds like Bella went thru something intense before coming to Forks. I can't wait to find out! Please Please PLEASE update SOON!!

Author's Response: The next chapter is halfway finished so you won't have to wait too long. Thank you very much for your review!

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Date: December 15, 2009 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7

*Gasp!* I can't help but feel my heartbreaking for Edward as he has to relive his nightmares again and agian. I sure hope that rat bastard James is rotting in a jail somewhere and that he's someones bitch...I have no tolerance for child predators and if I could I would totally kick Edward's mom's ass for letting such a horrible person by her son and WALKING AWAY no less!!! What the hell was that woman thinking!?!  Grrrr....

Author's Response: I agree. It's horrible to think that these kind of things actually happens to children.

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Date: December 19, 2009 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8

OMG I think my heart just melted at this's brilliant to see these two slowly opening up to each other...

Author's Response: Yay, I'm so happy you liked the chapter, thank you so much!

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Date: December 29, 2009 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10

Dear lord what a breakthru...Bella may not realize it but from what I've gotten from Edward that is definatly a huge step for him. I can't wait to see what Edward thinks...

Please update soon!!

Author's Response: I will, I have already finished half of chapter 11. Thanks for your review! :)

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Date: January 05, 2010 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12


I just want to hug someone right now...looks around. Okay that was a major step for Edward!! I am so excited!!!!! i can't wait for your next update!!!

Author's Response: You won't have to wait too long, I promise. ;) Thanks for reviewing!



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