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Penname: AJ04 [Contact]
Real name: Monica
Status: Member
Member Since: July 01, 2009

Used to be a die hard Sci-fi fanatic...but my new Twilight obession is quickly overshadowing it...LOL...loving every minute of it!

I am a mother of three rabuncious and energetic kids ages 11,8, and 6. They keep me on my toes.

I read alot in order to escape the rigors of real life and it was my sister who acutally introduce me to the Twilight Saga after raving about it for months. LoL...I never would imagine the world in which I now find myself. I have met a number of fans and have made lifelong friends along the way. A group of us known as the Edge girls met on Twilighters Anonymous and it was one of my fellow Edger's that introduced me to Twilighted. I love them all to pieces and am thrilled to find another site to fill my reading obsession.

10-27-10 Things in RL are on a rollarcoaster right now, so to my darling authors...I will R&R as I have time but know you are not forgotten. I love each and everyone of you and value the journey's I have been on with every story I read. You author's rock and help me thru some tough times and for that I can't thank you enough. =)

1-1-11 Happy New Years!
Wow...hard to believe it is the start of a new all my unbelievable authors; I write this to let you know that RL has really taken a toll. I am trying to catch up but recently I had a setback when my computer was dropped and now I have trouble logging on. As much as I would love to go buy a new computer, I can't with my budget being the way it is right now. So know that I will try and log on as much as I can at home and at work. As busy as work and my three kids keep me, unfortunatly the time I get to spend on here is limited but so very much appreciated. I regain my sanity here so, Thank you all for being there! Have a safe and blessed New Year!
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Loner by Nilla Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 9908]

Edward Cullen was a loner, an outcast. He clearly hated everybody, including himself. He was not a nice person. So, why was I so drawn to him? And why did I get the crazy feeling he felt the same way?

WARNING: This story will deal with the aftermath of child abuse and rape. If that bothers you too much, I strongly recommend that you don’t read.



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Categories: AU-Human Characters: Bella, Edward
Series: None
Chapters: 115 Completed: Yes Word count: 365612
[Report This] Published: November 13, 2009 Updated: July 06, 2011

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Date: February 10, 2010 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20

*Happy snoopy dance* Seriously I just love this story!!! I can't help but smile as Bella handles all the males around her like a pro without her knowing it. I can't wait to see what tomorrow brings for both of them. I will anxiously await the next update...

Author's Response: Aw, thank you, I'm so happy you love my story! :)

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Date: February 14, 2010 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 21

OH honey this was fabulous. So many demons Edward has to deal with. I find his slowly acceptance of hope just beautiful. LoL I love Alice's exuberance and find it funny how Edward reacts to her. Alice is in a class all her own... =)

Author's Response: Aw, thank you so much, can't tell you how happy it makes me to hear that you liked it. :)

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Date: February 19, 2010 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22

*WHAT?!?* How in god's name can Em be such a jerk even if her was young. No wonder Edward lived in fear of getting sent back and sounds like he still does to an extent. I am however relieved that Emmett put the fear of God into Mike *little punk that he is*. Bella getting lunch for both of them is a start and hopefully will help Edward start opening up.

Author's Response: Like Emmett said, he was a kid. Kids sometimes say cruel things, and in this case, really cruel. More about Em and Ed eventually. Thanks for your review! :)

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Date: November 18, 2010 Title: Chapter 77: Chapter 77

Oh god almighty honey, the adrenaline is running in spades after reading that chapter. I am beyond excited that Bella is on her way back...I knew she wouldn't let me down. As for Victoria, well that woman is a piece of work. I can't even imagine the feeling if feel right now hearing her confession to Edward. I will anxiously await your next update!

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Date: February 23, 2010 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23

*crying silent tears of JOY* I just can't help but jump for joy at the progress Bella is making with Edward. I just want to hug that girl. It breaks my heart that Edward feels all those things were his fault as that bastard James made him believe such atrocious lies. Grrr I hope that SOB is rotting in some sort of prison. I can't wait to see where this goes. Did I mention I am completly in love with this story, every time it updates i do a happy dance.

Author's Response: I think you may have mentioned it, but I'll never get tired of hearing it. *lol* Thank you so much!

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Date: March 01, 2010 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter 24

*Doing a happy Jig* I am absolutly floored and elated by the progress those two are making. It is mind boggling and can't help but cheer Edward and Bella on everystep of the way!! I have to wonder though what is goin on with Bella's headaches. I sure hope this does not devastate Edward if it turns out to be something worse than just headaches. Ohh I am so excited by it all, and dinner with the Cullen's. Oh the healing is to begin...

Author's Response: Maybe he'll be ready to open up to her soon. Or not. As for the headaches, well, you'll just have to keep reading. :) Thank you so much for your review!

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Date: March 04, 2010 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25

EEeeeppp! Oh honey your going to kill me with this cliffie. Dear lord anxiety is racing thru my system at what Carlisle might have to tell Edward. I am only glad that Bella will be there to help him thru this and hold him afterwards. Oh please please, PLEASE don't leave me on this edge for to long. I will anxiously await your next update.

Author's Response: Next chapter will be up soon. Thanks for the review!

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Date: October 17, 2010 Title: Chapter 71: Chapter 71

OHhh that goodbye was so sad. I have to wonder about Bella's cryptic remarks concerning Jacob. Oh lord, my mind is scrambling with all the possibilites of what that means. I am curious as to what is going on in Edward's mind and what he was going to ask her. I am almost dreading the next three days...yipes

I will anxiously await the next update

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Date: March 13, 2010 Title: Chapter 26: Chapter 26

OMG James was free! Oh poor wonder he flipped his lid. I am so happy Bella is there, it would seem that she will be the only one to reach him so that he doesn't sink into the dark abyss again. I love Esme and hope her pep talk helped Bella understand a few things. This is a battle I am sure Bella does not intend to lose. I can't wait for your next update.

Author's Response: You won't have to wait very long. Thanks for reviewing!

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Date: March 15, 2010 Title: Chapter 27: Chapter 27

OMG * tears of hope and happiness* This is just so beautiful. Dear god this is epic and I can't help but fall in love with this story all over agian. You my dear are a true artist...Your words just move me.

Author's Response: Aw, thank you so much! :)

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Date: March 19, 2010 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 28

*OMG...cries happy tears* I am so thrilled that Edward is slowly opening up to Bella. Even the little bit he gave to Bella was a huge step. *does a little happy snoopy dance* You my dear are just an awesome writer, please keep it up. This story is just phenomenol...

Author's Response: Aww, thank you soo much! :)

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Date: December 29, 2010 Title: Chapter 85: Chapter 85

Holy Freakin Hale! Angela is a genius. I couldn't help but be in awe at were she took Bella emotionally. Some very good points were brought up and I am giddy at the thought that it will help Bella go down the right direction to help not only Edward but herself as well...

OH NO's! What could have possibly happened in 20minutes! I am anxious to know. Poor Edward, is he ok?!? I await with bated breath my dear...

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Date: April 01, 2011 Title: Chapter 101: Chapter 101

OMG! That had me in tears...if Edward calls her Mom I know I'm going to burst into tears every time I read it. That was so beautiful

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Date: March 23, 2010 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter 29

*Silent tears fall* Oh what a horrible nightmare. Edward really is fighting some inner demons and wouldn't karma be a bitch to toss in Bella like that just to torment Edward more. Well I sure hope she lightens up and lets Edward feel peace for once. It warms my heart that Bella is able to bring Edward a bit of peace and hope he realizes that she really would walk thru fire for him, may give him reason to trust her completly.

Author's Response: Is it sick to say that I enjoyed writing that nightmare? I've always liked writing dream sequences for some reason. :) Thanks for your review!

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Date: June 18, 2010 Title: Chapter 48: Chapter 48

I am so relieved Edward didn't totally flip out about all that happened and clam up. His progress is so exciting. I know he fights with his demons daily if not hourly but the fact that he is winning is so heartwarming. I am in awe of his inner strength. Definate heart fuzzies reading how he is getting closer to Bella. Oh I can't wait to see what he is working on. Until next time my dear!

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Date: March 28, 2010 Title: Chapter 30: Chapter 30

*happy dance* OH the progress made! Wow...I am so excited. LOL poor Eric Yorkie I wouldn't doubt he did wet his pants though you do have to admire his courage. Hope Charlie doesn't give Bella to hard of a time over the impending date.

Author's Response: Hopefully he'll go easy on her. Thank you so much for your review!

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Date: April 02, 2010 Title: Chapter 31: Chapter 31

Awww I can't help but be a cheerleader for Edward. He really has come such a long way and I thrilled to no end. I sure hope he doesn't flip when meeting Charlie, this could be very interesting. I will anxiously await your next update.

Author's Response: It should be interesting, yeah. ;) More to come real soon, thanks for your review!

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Date: April 06, 2010 Title: Chapter 32: Chapter 32

Holy Freakin Hale!! That was great! For a second there I thought Alice and Emmett were going to give Edward an anxiety attack, I mean the poor guy was already flipping over meeting Charlie. I just love Emmett for talking Edward of the ledge sort of speak. He really is a good guy and I do hope one day they will be friends.

Author's Response: Hopefully they will. I'm so happy you liked it, thank you very much!

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Date: April 16, 2010 Title: Chapter 34: Chapter 34

*tears fall* OMG what a talk, and yes it is heartbreaking that Edward feels that way. That rat bastard James should burn over and over for the vile acts he commited. I am rather glad that the thing Edward feared the most about Bella finding out finally happened. I know she will not run and I hope Edward accepts that in time. Oh what will he do with this hug. I hope he hugs her back and realizes she will be there for him.

You did a brilliant job!!

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Date: November 30, 2010 Title: Chapter 79: Chapter 79

Oh lord it was heartbreaking to see Edward so comatosed...damn Victoria for doing that to Edward!

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Date: April 21, 2010 Title: Chapter 35: Chapter 35

WOW that was a kickass chapter!! It was amazing. I am absolutly thrilled at how you are revealing everything, its great that Edward's secret is out so that he can see that Bella is gonna be there thru thick and thin. Fabulous my dear...

Author's Response: You're too kind. :) Thank you!

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Date: April 24, 2010 Title: Chapter 36: Chapter 36

*More silent tears* Dear lord the emotions all are going thru is

I am sure Esme is reeling from the fact that Edward talked to Bella, but feel she knows more about how Bella feels than she is telling Edward. *smiles* Esme really is a great person, I can only hope one day Edward opens up a lil bit to his surregant family as well. With time, I do believe he will, Bella will help him. I just love that slowly but surely, Bella and Edward are opening up to each other.

Good help James if Bella finds him, she'll see red. Bella isn't the only one who would pull the plug on his sorry ass...

Author's Response: Made you tear up again? Sorry! *lol* Thank you so much for reviewing!

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Date: March 28, 2011 Title: Chapter 100: Chapter 100

Wow...I mean just Wow. Sam's story was so sad yet inspiring...
I am amazed that he turned his life around and is sharing with others to help. He is an amazing example of a life changed. How sweet that he will be a daddy soon.
I am so excited for Edward'd impending birhtday. I am dying to know what Bella has cooked up for his present.

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Date: May 05, 2010 Title: Chapter 38: Chapter 38

*OMG!! Doing a happy snoopy dance...and generally jumping for joy*

Wow...I am stunned!! I am so Proud of Edward!! While that little flashback of James talking had me wanting to hunt the bastard down and pull the cord on his worthless life, I am thrilled Edward took a major step in not letting James ruin his life anymore. A kiss!! Oh I am deliriously happy...

*I bow to your awesomeness!*

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Date: May 08, 2010 Title: Chapter 39: Chapter 39

OMG...why the hell can't I find a tissue box when I need one! *wipes eyes with back of her hand instead*

Oh that is just so sad to read! My heart breaks for Edward in that he doesn't feel he deserves Bella's love. God Bella must be heartbroken thinking she pushed Edward to hard. Things were going so well to. Oh please update soon! I must know what happens to them both. Bella has got to be going nuts.



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