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Penname: AJ04 [Contact]
Real name: Monica
Status: Member
Member Since: July 01, 2009

Used to be a die hard Sci-fi fanatic...but my new Twilight obession is quickly overshadowing it...LOL...loving every minute of it!

I am a mother of three rabuncious and energetic kids ages 11,8, and 6. They keep me on my toes.

I read alot in order to escape the rigors of real life and it was my sister who acutally introduce me to the Twilight Saga after raving about it for months. LoL...I never would imagine the world in which I now find myself. I have met a number of fans and have made lifelong friends along the way. A group of us known as the Edge girls met on Twilighters Anonymous and it was one of my fellow Edger's that introduced me to Twilighted. I love them all to pieces and am thrilled to find another site to fill my reading obsession.

10-27-10 Things in RL are on a rollarcoaster right now, so to my darling authors...I will R&R as I have time but know you are not forgotten. I love each and everyone of you and value the journey's I have been on with every story I read. You author's rock and help me thru some tough times and for that I can't thank you enough. =)

1-1-11 Happy New Years!
Wow...hard to believe it is the start of a new all my unbelievable authors; I write this to let you know that RL has really taken a toll. I am trying to catch up but recently I had a setback when my computer was dropped and now I have trouble logging on. As much as I would love to go buy a new computer, I can't with my budget being the way it is right now. So know that I will try and log on as much as I can at home and at work. As busy as work and my three kids keep me, unfortunatly the time I get to spend on here is limited but so very much appreciated. I regain my sanity here so, Thank you all for being there! Have a safe and blessed New Year!
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Reviews by AJ04

A story about pain... patience... depression... desire... addiction... passion... healing... hope... and above all, love.

Bella moves to Alaska after a devastating accident tears her life apart, leaving her depressed and alone.  Consumed by her loss, she spirals into a deep depression.  At her new high school, she meets Edward Cullen and her life will never be the same. 

Edward moves to Alaska to start over with his coven - as he has been doing for the past four centuries.  Spending hundreds of years alone on the fringes of society has turned him into a pessimistic, sarcastic rebel who has lost hope of ever finding a mate.  The moment he sees Bella Swan, his life is turned upside down.

As friendship and obsession grow into love, Edward helps Bella overcome her crippling grief and teaches her how to live again. 

 RFTA Alternate


**Warning** This story deals with mental health issues. Please be warned if this is a theme which may bother you in any way.  


Nominated for an Indie TwiFic - AU story that knocks you off your feet

Indie TwiFic Awards

Categories: Twilight, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Edward, Emmett, Jasper, Rosalie
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Completed: No Word count: 71573
[Report This] Published: July 03, 2009 Updated: June 22, 2010

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: June 02, 2010 Title: Chapter 1: Starting Over

Aww poor Bella, sounds like she has recently had trajedy. You Edward and Bella sound fascinating...can't wait to read more.

Ok so I like your other one shoot so much I had to see if you had any more writing so here I am... =)

Author's Response:

YAY!  Thanks for your reviews... I was seeing them come through on my Blackberry all evening, but it's so freaking hard to respond to them from my phone.  Awesome that my one-shot led you here - hope you enjoy!

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: June 03, 2010 Title: Chapter 5: First Week - Edward

LOL...oh dear lord your Edward has an active imagination. Ohhh he was changed by a succubus eyy... agian...fascinating. Very interesting. I am thrilled he will try and help Bella heal but that man has his work cut out for him.

Author's Response:

Yeah... Edward has a long long road ahead of him, but hopefully his active imagination will carry him through! :o)

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Date: June 03, 2010 Title: Chapter 6: Coping

Holy's like Bella is trapped in a nightmare. Poor Soul, it is hard to see her dealing with this on her own cuz clearly she is not doing well. The drugs arn't helping her either...

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Date: June 03, 2010 Title: Chapter 7: Falling Angel

Wow! this is just wow! Edward has figured out why Bella is block and is gonna doeing something about it! *Loud fangirl squee!* Hells yeah!

Author's Response:

I know, right!?!  hahahaha... your reviews are totally awesome and making my day! :o)

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Date: June 03, 2010 Title: Chapter 8: Breakdown

That was definatly epic! I was so excited to see that Bella FINALLY started opening up to Edward, I am so excited! I sure hope Edward takes this as a positive sign.

Author's Response:

This was the very first chapter I wrote.  I had this scene in my mind from the get-go, and the entire story grew from that.  In the grand scheme of the story, it serves as the first of many cathartic moments for Bella in her healing and recovery. Glad you liked it!

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Date: June 03, 2010 Title: Chapter 9: Libraries are for Lovers

Three cheers for the library visit! I just loved it!! Edward is completly gone and I am just tickled pink. I am so very excited that things are moving along for them.

Author's Response:

This was one of my favorite chapters to write so far.  No inner-Bella angst, just some fun in Anchorage with our favorite vampire!


Banner done by the incredibly talented annamorphos.

Bella is a half-immortal with a secretive past that haunts her still. She has to keep an eye out for the dangerous burning flame on the horizon. The Cullen’s are still vampires, but they don't know what Bella is... Or what she's capable of.

|| AU | A little OOC | Canon Pairings ||

Rated R for mild violence and some graphic scenes. 
Not too bad, but rated R to be on the safe side. No sexual content.

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Categories: Twilight, AU Characters: Bella, Edward
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Completed: No Word count: 53028
[Report This] Published: July 05, 2009 Updated: October 19, 2009

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: October 22, 2009 Title: Chapter 7: New Arrivals

Eeeep the family is here...I wonder what Corrin is thinking....

Ohh that Bella is one devious girl...making the Cullen's eat food...LOL just wait till Alice hear's what her payback is. I am thrilled that maybe Bella's family will accept the Cullen's. This dinner is sure going to be fun...*excitedly bounces around*

Author's Response:

You can see Bella's POV next... which will make everything have a lot more sense!

Haha, thanks for reviewing! Comments mean the world to me.

From Tubby. :-)

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: October 22, 2009 Title: Chapter 8: School Reunion

Hmm now Bella knows what everyone's gift is...LOL this is so going to be a lot of fun.  Ohhh the anticipation for dinner is builidind and I can't wait to read how the Cullen's take it.

Author's Response:

Haha, thanks for reviewing! Comments mean the world to me.

And it's great to know I'm building up your anticipation nicely!

From Tubby. :-)

Violet by bondgirl, bondgirl, edieswan Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2154]



Playboy Edward Cullen owns the most notorious and prestigious strip joint in the whole of New York: Violet. When Edward's left one girl short, he begins his search for the next dancer. Who he meets on his search is not only the best dancer he has ever come across, but also a contender for his heart. Can someone finally tame this bad boy?

ExB Rated for drugs, language and sex from the very start.

Categories: AU-Human Characters: Alice, Angela, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Jacob, James, Jasper, Jessica, Leah, Rosalie, Victoria
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Completed: No Word count: 69545
[Report This] Published: July 06, 2009 Updated: May 03, 2010

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: February 12, 2010 Title: Chapter 14: Screw Normal (Part 1)

Oh Hale yeah!! Normal really isn't Edward's style but oh dear lord it was so sweet of him to try for her. =) It was brilliant, and most importantly she got rid of that vile Mike. A real date with Edward Fuckin Cullen...bring it baby!!

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: July 22, 2009 Title: Chapter 1: Assward

Naughty Girl eyy...will go find it. The Edward is definatly a bad boy who needs to be knocked off his pedastool...EXCELLENT...

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: July 22, 2009 Title: Chapter 2: Coffee Stained and Braless

Thank God the whole Bella/Mike thing will come to an end...yuck I get shivers just thinkin of it. Boy does Bella have a surprise coming to her...

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: July 22, 2009 Title: Chapter 3: Pole Scrubbing

FlowerGirl if Freakin Awesome...bout time that jackass got a taste of rejection. He could learn a thing or two from it.

Author's Response:

Ha, glad you like Flowergirl. Yeah, he needed rejection. Thanks for the review!

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: July 27, 2009 Title: Chapter 4: Cinderbella

Holly Hell! I bet Edward was just dying watching Bella's little performance. I doubt there would be anyone around who wouldn't have liked walking in on that...LOL

It will be interesting to see what exactly Edward will do to convince her to join Violet...

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: August 03, 2009 Title: Chapter 5: Oh Mike God!

Fucking Hell...that is one messed up MoFo. LOL...I sure hope Bella puts Cullen in his place; not to mention kick Newton's ass good. What the hell does Newton a perfectly good girl at home but he's off fucking around. This is gonna be good

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BONDGIRL... you sexy bitch! Love ya!

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: August 20, 2009 Title: Chapter 6: Dancing with the Devil

Holy Hell Girl that was awesome!!! Edward definatly is a jackass albiet a hot as hell prick. It was great to see his ass handed back to him but he baffles me as well. I hope that cheating jerk off Mike gets his ass beat...god that man is infuriating! Please please please get rid of that prick soon...and perferably get Tanya beat up by Rose...LOL that would be great!

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: March 27, 2010 Title: Chapter 18: Friends With Benefits

Well hell who hasn't gotten a little naughty in a changing room? *looks out at the crowd* Don't lie to me people you know you have!! LOL...Bella may be paranoid but with someone like Edward Fuckin Cullen, well can you blame the girl...snicker. I loved it and can't wait for more!

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: August 23, 2009 Title: Chapter 7: This Way Up

*sniffle* I can't believe you are gonna be leaving us...

I will continue with bondgirl as she is a talented writer as you are but know we will miss you...

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: November 27, 2009 Title: Chapter 9: Fucking Grinning

Oh Edward is one devious MoFo but gotta love him. I can't wait for the show to begin with as well as I hope Bella AND Esme descend on Mike and beat the hell out of him!! I can't wait...

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: December 12, 2009 Title: Chapter 10: Pour Some Revenge on Me


I am so relieved that Bella know sees that jackass for what he really is...NOTHING, and yes Bella... YOU GO GIRL!!

I know Bella is not boring at all...Oh please please PLEASE update soon; I am dying to read Bella putting that jackass in his place!!

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: September 25, 2009 Title: Chapter 8: Edwardquakes

Oh hell honey just reading your story gives me the shivers...

LOL I find it highly amusing that Bella and Esme are going to Violet together...but i have a funny feeling Bella will need a friend if she runs into Mike and his bitchy girlfriend Tanya there. I will cross my fingers this happens so that way Mike will get his ass kicked...sigh...Bella will be hurt but it's for her own good

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Date: May 04, 2010 Title: Chapter 19: Edward's Girlfriend

Well I'll be god damned...Edward Fuckin Cullen has a girlfriend!

LoL...that's right...Bella is badass to get that man to change. I am dying to know what Edward has hiding, It would be great to see Bella kick his ass. =) I can't wait!

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: December 19, 2009 Title: Chapter 11: Karma Bites

Wow...this was a magnificantly tortured piece...

Bella sure showed all of them...but at the same time it was heartbreaking to see her pushed to that point knowing what it was doing to her inside. Sigh...

Edward's tortured soul is going to drive him batshit crazy if he does't figure out something soon. I will anxiously await your next update... soon I hope...

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed
Date: January 05, 2010 Title: Chapter 12: What She Doesn't Know

Well Holy Hale and then some...That was one heck of a wake up call for Bella. God what a way to be reminded of the night before. Can it really be true? No more "office work" for Alice? Ohhhh I can't wait to see what happens. Will Edward Fucking Cullen be brought to his senses by our dashing brunnette? I can't wait to find out!

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Date: January 21, 2010 Title: Chapter 13: Edward's Package

Well I can't wait to see what Edward Fucking Cullen has up his sleeve. So excited!!!

Reviewer: AJ04 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: February 14, 2010 Title: Chapter 15: Screw Normal (Part 2)

Oh Hale Yeah!! That was AWESOME!! I never thought that Edward had it in him. =)



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