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Penname: Cynthia35 [Contact]
Real name: Cynthia
Status: Member
Member Since: May 17, 2009

Hi! I´m 35, a mom and wife, daughter, sister, friend and dreamer...

I consider myself a CRONOPIO. (Cronopios and Famas, Julio Cortazar).(¨The job of having to soften up the same brick every day, the job of cleaving a passage through the glutinous mass that declares itself to be the world,...¨)

Anyone who doesn't read Cortazar is doomed. Not to read him is a serious invisible disease which in time can have terrible consequences. Something similar to a man who has never tasted peaches. He would quietly become sadder . . . and, probably, little by little, he would lose his hair. -- Pablo Neruda

The written words have always had this powerful pull on me that I think I can define myself and my life through books and stories.

I fell in love with Edward and Bella when I saw the movie. It was not particularly good for me but the characters stay on my mind and lead me to the bookstore the very next day.

When I read all the work of SM, I have a feeling of despair because it doesn´t feel complete to me. So, then I discover the fan-fiction world (by miracle) and since then it rules my days.

I start to write, again, recently, but I do it in spanish and only for myself.

This characters and their world speaks to me on so many levels that I´m sure they have a message only for me in this particular time of my life.

So, I will be around for a long time.

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Wake Up Call by the shrew Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 260]

A real person fiction that starts off with a view of the relationship of Rob and Kristen through the eyes of an unusual source.  What did Michael see?  Watch his psyche self-destruct in 17 pages of Robsten lemony goodness.

Then read as Kristen has her own Wake Up Call from these events.  Follow her time with Rob when her world seemingly falls apart.

Not an Herb-centric fic, but he sets up the story.  ROBSTEN all the way.


Disclaimer: An imaginary tale of Rob/Kristen. Written with love for the real people.  No disrespect, no harm, no infringement.  We are the fans happy to squee over the idea of them, and wish the real people happiness, success, and privacy in their real lives.  This is for fanfiction purposes only.


Categories: Other Characters: Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson
Series: The Robsten Files
Chapters: 12 Completed: Yes Word count: 62484
[Report This] Published: November 12, 2008 Updated: July 02, 2010

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: June 17, 2009 Title: Chapter 7: Kristen's POV - Belief


Love this story, plese keep writing!!!!

Mike's lines are great, I can almost feel his paine and sacrifice.

Kisses from Argentina



Author's Response:

Why, thank you so very much, Cyn.  It is wonderful to know that you are enjoying this in Argentina. :)  I am glad that you could feel a little for this Mike.  TBH, I only care about my story version of him, otherwise, eh.  He just sorta *is*.  You know what I mean?

I am still working on this story.  I shall be posting soon.  Thank you for reading, reviewing, and rating this story! :D

Kisses from the U.S. of A. ;)

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: June 26, 2009 Title: Chapter 8: Kristen's POV - On Borrowed Time

wow!!! that was really gooooood!!! 10 + for you and Go Kristen!

Please keep writing!!!!!

Kisses from Argentina.

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: September 23, 2009 Title: Chapter 8: Kristen's POV - On Borrowed Time


I'ts my four time reading your story, and let me tell you... it gets better every time!!!

I love the way you descrived them. It feels real, you write like you know them and their intimacy.

And you make me remember my first time in love and live it all over again...

So... Thank you! and please don't forget that we are waiting for your next chapter.


Kisses from Argentina


Author's Response:

My dear Cyn,

Thank you so very much for your 4th read of this story.  Please know that it is at the forefront of my frustrated writer's mind, how long it has been since my last update, and I want very much to be able to deliver.  I have 12 pages of the next chapter written, but there is much more to tell.  They are taking their sweet-ass time for sure.

Thank you so much for letting me know that I am able to create a sense of realism for you.  I don't know them.  If I did, then I would most definitely NOT be writing anything like this.  Since this is purely a creation of my imagination based on interviews and pics and vids, I am NOT really writing THEM.  Forgive me, I have been getting some grief over writing RPF lately, and it makes me want to drive the point home. 

As soon as the characters will let me, I will post the next installment.  Thank you for sticking with this story.  I appreciate it very much. 

Kisses from the USA!

the shrew

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: November 01, 2009 Title: Chapter 9: Kristen's POV: Stay

Mi querida y dulce Heather,

te escribo en español porque tuve un dia terrible y estoy muy cansada para pensar en ingles en este momento (me disculpo por esto y prometo traducir mi review mañana sin falta). de todos modos no queria dejar de contarte lo que experimento al leer tu historia...

Me emociona y me conmueve en cada capitulo. Sos una excelente narradora, logras transmitir perfectamente lo que los personajes estan sintiendo, con lo que dicen y tambien con lo que callan.

Ame a Jules y su mirada de madre y me encanto la interaccion de Rob con la familia de Kristen.(Habra algun capitulo donde conozcamos a los padres de Rob?) Ojala!

Me parece ver las expresiones y miradas que comparten, a traves de tus palabras.

Gracias, te admiro mucho y amo esta historia.

Es cierto que tardo mucho este capitulo en ser publicado, pero sin duda valio la pena esperarlo.

Besos desde Argentina.


Author's Response:

Oh Cynthia!  Thank you for reading this!  I am able to understand about 50% to 75% of what you have written here.  I am astounded that I can remember that much from my studies.  It warms my heart that you took the time to review in the way that you were most comfortable.  But dearie, what has you troubled?  Please PM me if you need to talk.  And yes, if you can translate the review, that will help me double check my translation skills. :D

So if I understand correctly, you enjoyed the chapter and the emotions involved in it, right?  Your compliments are so very kind, and they sound especially nice in your native tongue too!

I am so pleased that you liked my depiction of MamaStew.  I must admit that I was terrified that I would portray her in an unbelievable manner.  I adore how close Rob and Kristen are with their families, so yes, the hope (and the plan) is that I will have to tackle including Rob's family too.  I haven't seen the phrase "Ojala!" in years.  It made me smile.  Thank you.

I am very grateful to you, and to everyone who has stuck with this story, especially over the long dry spell.  Thank you for being so generous in with your thoughts.  It means the world to me to know that you enjoyed this.

Hugs and kisses from my neck of the woods in California,

Heather, the shrew, edmett

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: November 01, 2009 Title: Chapter 9: Kristen's POV: Stay

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Review translated:

My Dear sweet Heather,

I write to you in Spanish because I had a terrible day and I’m very tired to think in English at this moment (I apologize for this and I promise to translate my review tomorrow). I wanted to tell you the things that I experiment when reading your history…

It moves and affects me in each chapter. You are an excellent narrator, you manage to transmit perfectly what the characters are feeling, when they talk and when they are silent too.

I love Jules and its glance of mother and I’m enchant with the interaction between Rob and Kristen’s family. (I wonder if there would be some chapter where we know Rob parents? ) Hopefully!

It can almost see the looks and expressions they share, through your words.

Thanks, I admire you so much and love your story.

It is certain that this chapter take really long to be updated , but without a doubt it sure worth the wait.

Kisses from Argentina.

Behind the Reel by jakeward Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1460]
Summary: Feature

"Once upon a time, there was girl that just wanted to get swept off her feet. Little did I know my co-star would be the one to do it. And with texting no less."

A fictional tale of Rob and Kristen realizing their feelings for each other and getting their signals crossed.

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Thanks to falconcranelove for the banner!

Sequel: Behind the Lens


Categories: Other Characters: Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson
Series: The Robsten Files
Chapters: 35 Completed: Yes Word count: 193022
[Report This] Published: December 25, 2008 Updated: April 09, 2010

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed
Date: July 09, 2009 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 21

Hey, Glorious chapter!!!! I feel so conected with Kristen in this fic, the angry part mostly, except that I just have only two stages........

Love your Chap end notes too.

Kisses from Argentina,


Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed
Date: July 28, 2009 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22

great chapter!!!! thank you!!

Kisses from Argentina.

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: November 24, 2009 Title: Chapter 29: Chapter 28

Girl, You Rock!!!!

Yo make me almost like Michael, almost...

It was perfect, a very cleaver explanation for those pics in VC.

Love your story just as much as I love Robsten.

Thank You!

Kisses from Argentina.

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed
Date: October 30, 2009 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 27 ~Part Two~

Hey girl!

Yours was the first fanfic that I read and I keep reading it with so much pleasure.

To me is just like the answer of a lot of questions I have about those two beeing together and every time you update, I feel like you open a window that invite me to have a pick of the love that I'm sure they share.

And for some extrange reason it make me very happy, there's something about K & R love story.

I've never been interested on celebs personal life before them...but after reading BTR, they became like an Austen couple in my mind.

Thanks to you and your sweet ficwife for share your perfect stories.

Big hugs from Buenos Aires (Argentina)

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: January 21, 2010 Title: Chapter 32: Chapter 30

Linda, when you update BTR my life stop.

I can't read anything else.

I can't write anything mine.

I can't eat, (just cook for my hubby and kids and maybe throw something to the dog).

Because, that's what your story makes me. I'm totally devoted to BTR, RobSten and unos buenos mates para acompañarla!!!

Thank you for sharing your talent,


Big hug from Argentina

The List by Laura Cullen Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 13659]

Four weeks before her wedding to Edward, Bella is frustrated. She knows there's little-to-no chance of getting him to bend his rules and boundaries now, but there's no harm in fantasizing about what could happen later. So she begins compiling a list of things that she and Edward can do together once they're happily married. She's surprised to find she might be able to cross some things off earlier than she thought...

Story contains mature themes and is not intended for younger readers.

Thanks to Mandi, aka m81170, for the great banner!

Categories: Post-Eclipse Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Rosalie
Series: None
Chapters: 28 Completed: Yes Word count: 187877
[Report This] Published: December 28, 2008 Updated: March 19, 2010

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: August 20, 2009 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25: The Book and the Change

Hon, this was PERFECT!!!!

I think you must do that fake start with Edward killing Bella. I would hate you just for a tiny bit but enjoy it all the way.

I love what you do with the transformation of Bella, my heart melt for Jasper doing his thing to her. And the notes were genious!

I'm sorry about The Bellies, but next time,Sure Win!

Sorry for my limited english skills but I'm from Argentina and my mother language is Spanish so I know that I must sound raw and lame, but wanted to congrats you anyway.

Send you my love and thankyouthankyouthankyou for your beautiful story.

I really enjoy it.


Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: September 03, 2009 Title: Chapter 26: Chapter 26: Alive and Awake

Brilliant! and sweet and tender....and so sexy.

I Love this story.

Thank you!

Kisses from Argentina.


Making any relationship work can be a struggle.

Add the fact that you are two of the most famous up and coming stars in the world right now and it's bound to be interesting.

Categories: AU-Human, Other Characters: Cam Gigandet, Kristen Stewart, Nikki Reed, Robert Pattinson
Series: None
Chapters: 28 Completed: No Word count: 114377
[Report This] Published: February 15, 2009 Updated: February 04, 2010

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: May 21, 2009 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20 - Caught

Pure Genious!!!!! I'ts so close..., so damn accurate that make me wonder.... who is your informant?????

Please upload soon!!!! I'm desperate to read moremoremoremoremore!

Kisses from Argentina


Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed
Date: May 30, 2009 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22 - Dark Days

Please, please, upload soon!!!

I'm a little stressed with real life per se... right know,  so, your story relaxed me, I can enjoy good reading, humor, romance, and the best dialogues in your work. Thanks, really!!!

Kisses, from Argentina.


Author's Response:


Kisses from Australia



x x x


The hardest walk you could ever take is the walk you take from A to B to C.


Categories: Other Characters: Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Completed: No Word count: 23691
[Report This] Published: April 06, 2009 Updated: November 16, 2010

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed
Date: July 24, 2009 Title: Chapter 2: The Hardest Walk - Chapter 2

Hey!! Can't wait to know what happens next. I've been very anxious waiting for your update so please don't quite. Your story is very good!

Kisses from Argentina


Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: November 17, 2010 Title: Chapter 5: The Hardest Walk - Chapter 5

Hey Cyn!!!

Thanks for the update, it was lovely!!!

I absolutely adore your Kris and Rob and Papa Pattz too!

And I hate Tom-Tom rudeness....

I've been waiting for your story to update for awile now, so thanks for sharing it with me!!!

Kisses and Love from Argentina,

Author's Response:

Hi Cyn!  I'm glad you're still enjoying my story!  *hugs*  I have a lot more Rob/Kris stories posted at my writing jounal - if you care to take a look!

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: June 21, 2010 Title: Chapter 3: The Hardest Walk - Chapter 3

Hey Girl!

Thanks for update this lovely story!!!!

I was waiting for you to do it with all my heart.


Kisses and hugs from Argentina!

Author's Response:

Hi Cynthia (we have the same name btw)!  I've got a most excellent start on the next chapter so hopefully soon!  PM me and I'll give you a sneak peek!


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There is real life, then there's Real Life.


We all know that Rob and Kristen belong together. So what happens when that finally happens, just years down the road? Enter Ever After . . .


A series of one-shots, that are tied together by the moments that make up a couple's life together. Add a few 'sex-haired' babies and some Twilight friends for fun.


Rated NC-17 because you just never know when the lemon muse will show up.


A new series from  jakeward and the shrew.


*stories will not be necessarily be in chronological order. Cause that's how we roll. :)



Categories: Other Characters: Kellan Lutz, Kristen Stewart, Other Character, Robert Pattinson
Series: Ever After . . ., The Robsten Files
Chapters: 27 Completed: No Word count: 118030
[Report This] Published: April 09, 2009 Updated: March 21, 2013

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed
Date: July 17, 2009 Title: Chapter 6: The F*ckery

Hey guys!, I LOVE this story, chapter 4 It's still my fav, but you keep rocking my FF world with every new chap.!!! Thank you! and keep going!!!!!!!

Kisses from Argentina.

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: October 05, 2009 Title: Chapter 8: Oh Sh*t!

Hey guys!!!

Love this chapter. They are really 3D. Very human and real. I love you guys for share it whit us. Thank you. Thank You.

I have a really kind reply for a review from The Shrew a few days ago, and she seems a little worried about how people take the RPF theme.

  PLEASE, don't bother hearing that people who believe they have the right to judge RPF as a valid or not genre. They are the same foolish and double standard people/authors in twilighted and who put something like: No copying or reproduction of this work is permitted without express written authorization.

I'll guess they don't remember about Stephenie Meyer copyrights... when they used her characters and storyline for they work.

That people  really pisses me off !!. Who the fuch they think they are?? Because they've write some AU or AH story that have relevance and a large number of reviewers,  They've rights are above all others...

So, coming back to this great story: IT ROCKS!!!! Please keep going!!!!!

Kisses from Argentina


Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: January 22, 2010 Title: Chapter 10: The Date

Guys YOU KILL ME!!!!! Can I start telling you that DaddyRob is just so sweet and funny that I surely must make a Dentist appointment?

EA Kris is the best! I want to grow up and be just like her! (I'm older already...but, you know)

The herb Jr. was so amazing, (I'm still laugh/crying and my kids think I'm crazy...)

My clever and funny girls, YOU ROCK MY FF WORLD FOR GOOD!!!

Thank you so very much!!


Kisses from Argentina


A hot day in Forks, in more ways than one.  How much damage could a little Sharpie really do?  Find out... 

Categories: Post-Eclipse Characters: Bella, Edward
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 6468
[Report This] Published: April 13, 2009 Updated: April 20, 2009

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: October 16, 2009 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

I must say something to you about this story, but I can't really talk right now... or write, or think clearly btw...


Okey, I'm better now.

I have a pretty clear mental picture about Edward(God bless him)"cat who got the cream" face,  because it's similar to my own face now that I read your story.

And, my friend, pleaaase, for the love of God, tell me that you are planning to "Bliss" Edward soon, because, thats what he deserve, and maybe, me too.

If Bella is not up to the task just now... well, send him to my window because I offered myself. That's a sacrifice that I can engaged with.

My husband can sleep on the living couch for one night, he knows that I'm a very compassionate woman and must agree with me that Edward need to be taken care of ASAP. *Wink*. Don't you think?


Girl, you own me and let me tell you that you always let me panting and wanting more....

Big Hugs from the austral Argentina.


Author's Response:

My dear, sweet Cynthia,

Oh thank you so much for reading this little bit.  Until recently, it was my only attempt at writing Edward/Bella.   I would love to Bliss Edward out.  I have the tentative idea, but had put it on the back burner while I had other stories that were screaming at me.  (Incidentally, the next chapter of Wake Up Call is written, and is currently being edited and proofed, so the wait is almost over for that one.)  I would send Edward along to you for completion, but I am really exclusive in my shipping.  Edward belongs with Bella, and ONLY Bella, in my mind ever. lol.  Edward, good man that he is, IS COMPLETELY proud of himself and happy as a pig in slop that he could give his girl that sort of pleasure.  I will get around to writing the extension of this someday.  I just don't know when.  Until then.  New chapters for WUC, and Ever After, and soon The Return as well.  Plus, a bunch of other stuff I have done but cannot submit yet.  Thank you as ever for reading, reviewing (you leave WONDERFUL reviews), rating, and just being patient with me as I try to deliver the best stories that I can to you.

Much love from the US of A!

the shrew aka edmett kellbert roblutz, half of Team Shreward.

Summary: Feature

AU version of the "New Moon" reunion scene. Bella is not quite as quick to accept Edward's explanation for his actions in leaving her.

Banner credit goes to addicttwilight2, who is the most awesome person on the planet!!

Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Edward, Jacob
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Completed: Yes Word count: 45075
[Report This] Published: April 18, 2009 Updated: June 30, 2009

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: July 01, 2009 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2 - Seeing Through You

Finally someone said it.

Girl, you sure are pure evil...

But, you know, I think he must have it, because he really hurts her.

Now, to reconciliation.... pleasssssssse!!!!!

Love it, keep writing!!!!

Kisses from Argentina.

Author's Response:

THank you so much!! :)

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed
Date: July 21, 2009 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14 - Star

So sweet love, makes me feel 17 again, and the joy and bliss of the first love all again. Thank you for make me go back to such lovely times of my life that was somehow lost in my memory. I'm 35, married and with 2 sons.

Sometimes life could make you a little cynical, but your words touch my heart, love this story and the depth of your caracters feelings.

Thank you, very very much.

Kisses from Argentina.



He loved her so much, even then, that he'd tried his hardest to hold them together. Tried to talk, and when that hadn't worked, he'd tried to keep his mouth shut. To patiently bear her rebuttals and her undeserved scorn, to put up with her insults and her barely-veiled jibes, poking at his manhood, his family, his former and present life - poking holes into the fabric of his very existence until he was brought to his knees under its weight.

He'd tried. But in the end, it hadn't mattered.

She'd left anyway.


Banner credit goes to addicttwilight2 - words cannot express how uniquely fabulous she is!


Categories: Breaking Dawn, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Edward, Jacob
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Completed: No Word count: 55326
[Report This] Published: July 01, 2009 Updated: July 25, 2010

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: November 29, 2009 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14 - Helpless

You are magic. This chapter is so touching. Raw and simple, it transcend words, and the emotions flood directly to my soul.

Thank you, you are quite an artist.

kisses from Argentina

Reviewer: Cynthia35 Signed
Date: July 21, 2009 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5 - Alone

honey, you're killing me! Did Alice have a vision of a near future and Bella is going to Volterra to be changed by the Volturi so they don't go to forks???

Thats my best plot idea, I know it's not very clever for Bella to go, but don't know Whyyyyyy for christ name she would live Edward.

Sorry for my english but I'm better reading that what I'm writing.

Love the story, it keeps me really on the edge!

Kisses from Argentina

Author's Response:

Your English is wonderful my dear! Don't you dare apologise for it!!

I'm so happy you're enjoying and so happy to read your plot idea. Of course, I'm keeping mum about whether or not you're right. ;) All I can say is, you'll see eventually... x



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