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Does anyone else every have an incredibly hard time trying to finish writing the stories you already have up before starting new ones? I am going out of my mind...the wait for Twilighted is just so long...

About Me:

I did somehow manage to make it through high school and walk the stage with my 'offensive' red hair hidden underneath my graduation cap. While resisting the urge to leave my prison of 13 years with both middle fingers in the air, I remained as unnoticed and irrelevant as always. So where is B&C now? Why, on her way to college of course.

Not much has changed really.

I'm flying in the single lane these days since I don't like to be told what to do, and I have a thing for tattooed bad boys... I have, however, recently discovered a very real prejudice against stupidity...but, everyone has some form of poison.

Also attending college with me is my obsession with vampires, namely Twilight and the Vampire Diaries, as well as the countless books I read. Crossing my fingers for Morganville Vampires and Vampire Academy to be in the film media, but we'll see.

I'm sad to admit that the last year or so has left me in a dry state as far as my writing goes. School started it, being so busy with senior year, but now that I'm free I feel...empty. Like nothing is worth writing down anymore...yet I keep this account open. Who knows, maybe a blue moon will pass over?

I still write for the reviewers. How can I know you're reading if you don't tell me? So drop me a message if you're interested in reading more. Maybe the step to fixing my problem is a little motivation :)

If you're still here at this point, then below are a couple of fun facts. I hope you've enjoyed listening to me ramble :)

I absolutely LOVE banners! Especially when people make them for me! So if you have a flare for it, please please make me one, even if I already have one I'll use it :)

About My Stories:

As an important note, my R rated stories are for violence. If you're of a younger audiance, and violence isn't what gets you, then go ahead and give it a try. If  you're of an older audiance, and don't prefer violence, then I strongly suggest against reading. I've often been told I'm twisted.

Although I write stories with Edward and Bella, and maybe even have chapters from their POV, I do not write stories about them. Twilight is about them, I like to shed light on other characters.

My first Twilight fiction was His Little Red Head. It was an idea I got shortly after I finished Breaking Dawn when I wondered what would happen if one of the wolves imprinted on an actual vampire. Seth has always been my favorite wolf and I decided that I'd love to have a story that actually revolved around him. However, romances really aren't my thing. Reading them I like, but writing them? I can never seem to find a good plot line. So pretty much a story that was originally only supposed to be fluff ended up with some action to it. But in all the writing I've done over the years I've never ended a story. This was a first, and I have to admit that the ending kind of sucked. I plan to rewrite this in the future, but I will always leave the original in place.

The Extras for His Little Red Head came around when I got questions asking about Kimmi and what exactly had happened to her in that club. Eventually I decided to go ahead and write it out. Later I was going to do some oneshots on Jace and Alison but I decided that eventually I would just make them their own story someday. The chapters for Extras are written only by request, so let me know if you would like something!

Over The Hills And Far Away...that's an interesting one. Normally I don't go into the AU-Human universe kind of bores me. I need the supernatural aspect or it just seems pointless. And yet that one day I was sitting here listening to that song and thought "this would make a really interesting story..." It didn't turn out quite the way I wanted but I like it nonetheless.

Renesmee's First April Fool's...another interesting one considering the idea for it came in the middle of December. I'm not really sure what I was thinking except that I needed to try my hand at comedy. I think it would be much better as, like, a mini-movie or something but at least I can say I tried.

And then there's Renesmee's First Christmas which I wrote in October. Seriously, what is wrong with me? But I had actually written it for an iFic competition which I decided at the last moment that I was too chicken to actually enter. For some reason it was still good enough to post...

What She's Forgotten... This was the very first Pre-Twilight fiction I ever did and I poured over pages and pages of research to get it just right. Originally I had planned to make it really dark but when Elliot's character developed it didn't end up that way. This fiction was my favorite to write, and Elliot became one of my favorite characters of all, and I seriously almost cried when I had to end it. Originally, I wanted to write out Elliot's death scene at the last of the 12th chapter but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I liked him way too much for that. And I thank Javamomma0921 again for liking it enough to rec it on Twimpage. (Speaking of Twimpage, if you haven't seen it you should really check it out)

A BIG thank you to qjmom for being the beta of these stories!

I've always wanted to do a Leah story but I've shyed away from it because I never really thought I could get her character down. And yet I still felt the need to write Something To Live For. Shane I love. He is such a joy to write and he makes me laugh out loud sometimes. Of course, I get to hear all of his jokes because I'm in his head...or he's in mine, one of the two. And sadly most of the good stuff never quite makes it into the story. Although I really tried not to, Leah turned out OCC. I didn't mean for it to happen and yet it did, but I tied it into the story plot, blaming her good attitudes on Shane and hoping no one would get to mad at me...

Thank you, psymom, for being the beta of this story :)

And now to talk about my newest story, My (Imaginary) Best Friend. The idea for this story actually came to mind while I was writing a completely different one. I was stuck momentarily and drifted off to dream land and suddenly I thought: I want to write something new. Something with ghosts. Something where...Renesmee befriends a ghost! Just like that episode of Supernatural where Tyler befriended Maggie! And then, just like that, the story planned itself out in moments. My (Coporeal) Best Friend is the parallel to this one, told in the ghosts point of view. The chapters go hand in hand, so I think it offers and interesting look.

Thank you, therunaway, for getting these stories on here, and a HUGE thank you to AngelGoddess1981 for having the faith to pick them up on chapter 10. Don't know what I'd do without her :)

***Favorite Quotes***

Story: The Wedding
By: Valelf
(Embry talking about his relationship with Leah)
"I'm not wrong. I know this is right. I know that we are meant to be together.
 And I know that eventually, we will have a family together. I told her I don't care
 how long it takes and how many times we have to try. And until she stops phasing, we're going to have one hell of a time practicing."

Story: I Am A Revolution
By: Forever17
I couldn't help but think that his town seemed far too small for such a large amount of evil.

Story: A Matter of Time
By: duskwatcher
(Edward's reaction to Renesmee and Jacob's relationship)
"I thing he broke my nose," Jacob complained.
"He bit me!" Dad retorted.
"You taste tewwible."
"I certainly hope so."

Story: A New Morning
By: LJ Summers
"I have it on good authority that we're still thousands of miles away from
a certain mind-reading vampire..."

Story: Supernova
By: Suzybear
If I had a heart, it would have broken.

Story: Purgatory
By: Spaniard
(Edward's thoughts as Rosalie goes after her attackers)
I watched her go with a secret longing of my own, wishing her happy hunting.

Story: Breaking News
By: Justine Lark
(A random students thought when Bella and Edwads engagement is announced)
My boyfriend wouldn't marry me if I held a gun to his head.

Story: Bruce Springsteen's Leah

Oh, and by the way, everyone you've ever known thought you were gay before today.”


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Summary: Feature


After The-Almost-War, Leah leaves her family and her pack behind. She left hoping to find healing in her independence, but she discovers that with the help of new family, she can not only heal, but grow.


The beautiful banner is by artbeatsandlife. Thank you!

Categories: Post-Breaking Dawn Characters: Leah
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Completed: No Word count: 53405
[Report This] Published: October 06, 2009 Updated: August 01, 2010

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: March 25, 2010 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2

Another good chapter. It's interesting that his nickname means wolf...I wonder why...must go on now.

Author's Response:

I did a lot of research on Chinook jargon and phrases and whatnot... When I came across "Leloo" I knew I was going to use it, I just didn't know how... I considered a dozen different options from Carson seeing Leah phase one night and figuring it out... to Carson being some sort of shifter himself... I didn't know until Carson cornered Leah in her bedroom and made her listen to him that he didn't know anything. I'm glad you kept reading! Keep on going! 

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: March 25, 2010 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3

He's right. It couldn't fit her better. Man I love this story. I'm on chapter 3 and I love it. Please, please finish it! Don't ever stop.

Author's Response:

Lol. I try not to stop... I'm glad you started reading on Twilighted and not FanFiction... my readers over there had to go 3 months without Carson/Leah... I had a really bad dry spell. But I have a wonderful Beta that kicks my butt into shape now and keeps me writing! I won't be quitting!

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: March 25, 2010 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4

It was interesting to read in Carson's POV and I'll admit I actually like it, though i think I prefered leah's. It was nice to see everything that went on behind the scenes though. I liked it :)

Author's Response:

I think you are the first person to say that you like Leah's POV more than Carson's, and that is so... Refreshing. This was meant to be a Leah story, though Carson is certainly the other main character... I like that people love Carson... But I want people to love Leah too. Thank you! Your reviews make me smile!

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: March 25, 2010 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8

I actually have no idea about his last name. And I'm a little suprised Leah didn't invite Carson to go with her. I probably would've have...another great chapter :)

Author's Response:

I would have too, but I'm dangerously co-dependent. I don't like leaving my house without my significant-other. lol. 

About the last names...

Kamloops sits directly over the spot where the two forks of the Thompson River meet. To the North, North Thompson River is fed by Clearwater River which runs through the little community of Clearwater. On of the South Thompson River's tributaries is Monte Creek, located in Monte Creek, British Columbia. The two rivers meet in Kamloops and travel out to the Pacific Ocean.

For me, it is one of those kismet things.



Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: March 25, 2010 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5

Still oh so very good. Have to admit I'm glad I don't have to wait for three weeks, lol.

Author's Response:

I'm glad you didn't have to either! The wait was torturous! My Beta was vacationing, and I didn't want to bother her. 

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: March 25, 2010 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6

Will she ever tell him?...guess I'll have to wait and find out...moving on...

Author's Response:

She has promised herself (and her Alpha) that she will tell him... But we all know Leah... She's going to put it off until something forces her to tell.

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: March 25, 2010 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7

Yeah. I think Leah deffinately gave into her feelings. I oughta stop now since I'm nearing chapter 11...I just can't stop.

Author's Response:

I wish Leah would give in to her emotions more often. It would make writing her POV so much easier. Right now, all of her emotions are so bottled up. yuck... I know only 12 Ch's aare posted on Twilighted right now... but I've written 22... Around 21 We start getting a little emotional. I can't wait to get those chapters posted to Twilighted! 

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: March 26, 2010 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9

Another good chapter. I LOVED the Count von Count thing.

Author's Response:

Tehe! I have so much fun researching for my chapters. I have a file of "things to remember for fic" It is all just little tidbits of useless information that I may or may not use somewhere along the way... 

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: March 26, 2010 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10

He slept in her room? Aw, how sweet. Those two are great, I'm really loving this couple. And this story, if you haven't figured that out yet ha ha

Author's Response:

I  have definitely figured it out... and I love them too. I don't feel like I'm writing a fic, I feel like I witnessed it, and I'm recording it for other people to enjoy their story. Like Music in the Park in Kamloops? Gaetan Bergevin was really there on that day. He sang that song. I can imagine Carson and Leah sitting on a blanket listening to him. Or Four Points, the hotel in Kamloops, the restaurant in the atrium really has high backed, black leather booths, that I can see them sitting at, snickering at bar trollers. Well, anyway, I'm off on a tangent. Sorry! Thanks for all the love!

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: March 26, 2010 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11

Ugh!!! Last chapter! OMG I cannot wait for an update! I was trying SO hard not to read it all. I wanted to stay at least a chapter behind but gah I just couldn't do it.  Please please PLEASE update soon. I can't wait to see what happens.

Author's Response:

I know I've been terrible about responding to reviews, but I wanted to let you know that this review was the one that pushed me to post when I did. Now don't get used to begging for chapters and getting one, just like that. But I was very flattered to get online and find 11 reviews all from you... so Ch12 was for you! Thanks for continuing to read and review! 

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: April 06, 2010 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12

Good chapter :) I can't wait for a new one :)

Author's Response:

I've already put it through. There are some cute Carson/Seth moments that I think everyone will love. C:

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: April 23, 2010 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14

*grinds teeth* must...not...beg...for...more...chapters. Lol, seriously it's a real challenge. This story is so...adictive. And I'll have to stay here on Twilighted our I'll seriously be going crazy waiting for the ending. As always, such a great chapter :)

Author's Response:

HAHA! Thanks for not begging! lol I'm glad I've got you hooked... maybe my absence made your heart grow fonder? hopefully? C:


Thanks for the love



Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: May 11, 2010 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15

Wow, crisis no joke. I liked it though. it fit Leah very well. Another good chapter and I'm looking forward to the next :)

Author's Response:

Leah easily switches into panic mode... She can't help it... her fight or flight instincts have a hairpin trigger.


Thanks again!



Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: May 13, 2010 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16

Wow that was really quick! I didn't even have to beg this time! Lol, jk.

That was a WAY interesting chapter. And Gay Carson is roll-on-the-floor-laughing funny. it was really nice to get some insight on his past though, since we know everything about Leah and yet so little about him. I really enjoyed it and I can't wait for the next one :)

Author's Response:

I think the gay-suasion thing was the best lightning bolt this story has had! Everything else has been Path A or Path B... and then all of a sudden... I needed an explanation for how this perfect man had been single for so long and just waiting there for Leah... "He's so brilliant/awkward that he never hit it off well with the ladies, and everyone thought he was gay!" And then I imagined the Guinness beer guys doing the whole "Brilliant!!" thing... but that was just in my head, obviously. C:


Thanks for the love.



Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: May 20, 2010 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 17

Another WONDERFUl chapter. I really enjoy this story :) and I like getting all the new info on Carson these last few chapters. Gay-Carson is still roll-on-the-floor-laughing worthy. Looking foward to more :)

Author's Response:

I've considered writing a gay Eric Northman (from True Blood) since I've had gay-Carson in my head for so long... The thought of the two of those men mistaken as gay amuses me to no end. Oh, the lulz.

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: June 08, 2010 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 18

Once again you've given another completely wonderful chapter and I can't wait for the next one. I can already see some of the forshadowing...can't wait. Great job, yet again :)

Author's Response:

Oh, honey... If at any point you couldn't see some form of foreshadowing, there was something wrong... lol... I've been trying to prep everybody for everything that's happening in the next 5ish chapters... And if there isn't enough in the text... the music is chock full!


I'm glad you're enjoying! Thanks for the love


Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: July 30, 2010 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 18

*sniffles* where have you gone? Lol, the problem with checking my favorites every day is that I really realize the time lapse between chapters...hmmm, maybe I should stop doing that...but then what if you do update and I miss it?!?

Lol, just thought I'd let you know that I miss you...well, your story anyway lol.

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: August 01, 2010 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19

Yay your back! Lol, finally!

Great chapter, by the way. They're just soooo cute together!! Can't wait for more :)


Taking Second Place in the One-Shot category at the Wolfpack Awards, Taking a Ride is a Quil & Claire moment.

revamp TAR

Banner by Bethany


Having imprinted on Claire when she was two years old, Quil has been happy to have been her best friend and companion as she grew up.  Now, on the night of her graduation from high school, he realizes she is an adult and he himself is feeling kind of...strange...

(Rated R in case anyone thinks that the ride is a little too warm for PG...)

Categories: Post-Breaking Dawn Characters: Quil
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 4932
[Report This] Published: October 06, 2009 Updated: October 09, 2009

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: March 08, 2010 Title: Chapter 1: Let's take a ride...

Hey, remember me?

It's been a long while since i've traveled back to your page. I meant to read this all those months ago when I finished A New Morning. i've been tied up in my own stories really and haven't been reading anything in a long time. I checked my favorites the other day and a story I hadn't read in months was updated, which got me back in the Nessie/Jake mood which led me back to your page. So, here I am, back again.

I really enjoyed this one shot. It was interesting to see Quil's thoughts about Claire now that she's older. It was well written too. You'll probably see my name in some of your other stories tomorrow, it's off to bed wiith me now. Goodnight!

Author's Response:

Hello! I totally remember you. :)  Good to see you!

Glad you enjoyed this story. I had fun writing it. Quil and Claire are kind of a study, as is shown by the stories that are out about them. :)

Hope you had a good night!  Thanks for reading.




vote here. Thank you for all of your support!!

What was Edward like before he was a vampire? What was his family like? What type of things did they worry about? Answers to these questions and more plagued me when reading the Twilight saga. I wanted to know so much more about Edward. I began this story, hoping to get a glimpse into his human life and it has blossomed. I plan to take the story through Edward's change and deal with many topics of interest, such as: What was Edward's life like in the newborn phase? How did Carlisle handle "raising" a newborn for the first time? What was it like for Edward learning that he could read minds? And, of course, what was his life like when he left Carlisle to become a vigilante? These questions are so important to discovering how Edward became the vampire that Bella fell in love with. Story to be told almost entirely from Edward's point of view, with perhaps some added insight from Carlisle.

Categories: Pre-Twilight Characters: Edward
Series: None
Chapters: 32 Completed: Yes Word count: 158757
[Report This] Published: January 27, 2010 Updated: October 08, 2010

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: June 16, 2010 Title: Chapter 1: Soldier Boy

Ok, I have to be completely honest with you. I've been avoiding this story for a while because, honestly, Edward Cullen is my least favorite character of the Twilight stories. Still, part of me has wanted to read it for awhile now and since I'm home and not busy doing anything I decided I'd go ahead and read it.

I'm really, really glad I did.

From what I can see so far this story is going to be beautifully written and extremely easy to get lost in. I can't wait to read more but I'm going to take it slow so I don't actually have to wait for updates, lol. Waiting for updates can drive me crazy.

One thing I'm really good at is reviews. I like to review every single chapter, so be expecting ALOT, though I'll probably only read a chapter a day for I said, I don't want to finish it all too soon :)

Be back tomorrow...

(P.S just in case I ever misspell something in a review or make a major typo, concider this an apology in advance. Sometimes I just get a little too excited and type to fast...unfortunately, my spell check can't help me here :)

Author's Response:

*does a happy dance because you tried it out*

I know what you mean about waiting; it is difficult. I'm glad you're trying it out, even though you don't like Edward that much. I do hope this story change that a little. My honest opinion about those who don't like Edward all that much is that they probably aren't taking his history into account. I think that a lot of Edward's "poor" decisions with Bella stem from the past that  we don't know about. And that's what this story is for. I'm attempting to give some made up background to make him make sense. You'll have to let me know how I do. :)

Thanks again for reading and reviewing! ~Jen

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: June 18, 2010 Title: Chapter 2: Checkmate

Wow! What a long day, I had to break this one little chapter into three parts! And just so you know, you're helping me like Edward more. Honestly, I think it was the movies that ruined him for me. Somewhere along the line just hearing his name in anything fandom related drove me up the wall. Normally anything that read 'Edward, Bella' I won't read. (Actually my thing about that is Twilight is their story, why not write someone else's story in fan fiction?) Then there's Pre-Twilight of course, and that means the history we never got to know...such as this story.

Only on chapter two and already I think you're doing a wonderful job. Well, obviously since you're getting me to like Edward again...and so soon...

Be back tomorrow :)

Author's Response:

Yeah, the movies sort of killed him because you didn't get any motivations behind his actions. I'm really glad you are enjoying it, and hope you continue to do so! Thanks for reading and reviewing! ~Jen

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: June 20, 2010 Title: Chapter 3: Preparing for a Visit

I liked this chpater. It's kind of nice seeing what goes on, you know, normally back in this time. Just seeing Edward's home life, and how he thinks of Edie who is so unlike Anna, just every day life. I'm really glad you took the time to write it and share it already :)

Be back tomorrow...

Author's Response:

Sorry it took me so long to reply. RL has been a little difficult.

Thanks so much. I'm really glad you are enjoying the relationships. They were very important to me! :) Thanks again for taking a chance on my story. ~Jen

Latent Prints by Cerena Rated: R starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 50]


Six-year-old Nessie has led a life so sheltered that her first day of high school is cause for giddiness, her rapid aging so far having kept her confined to her family circle. But just when she's starting to worry that her strangeness will keep her cloistered up forever, she witnesses a tragic event and starts to accumulate life experience fast. The event forces Leah to come home from a stint as a ranger up in the Yukon, and she and Nessie click as freaks who wish they could be more normal. Their mutual understanding quickly starts evolving into something more, but the problem is that each considers Jake to be her best and oldest friend. Nessie knows that Jake is powerfully attached to her, though she doesn't know just how powerfully, and neither she nor Leah knows how to keep him from getting badly hurt. 


Categories: Post-Breaking Dawn Characters: Angela, Bella, Edward, Jacob, Leah, Nessie, Renesmee
Series: Leah in Love
Chapters: 18 Completed: Yes Word count: 82995
[Report This] Published: February 15, 2010 Updated: October 25, 2010

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: May 01, 2010 Title: Chapter 6: The Botany of Desire

Well, I knew the Buffy line at least :)

Na, I don't miss them too much :) I enjoy hanging out with the wolves some.

Another good chapter, I seriously check for updates like EVERY day. I can't wait for a new one :) but hey, no pressure.

Author's Response:

Aww, that makes me so happy inside! Next chapter is written, and will appear as soon as it's beta'ed and validated. As I mentioned, it's a break from the wolves, but they'll be back soon. I enjoy hanging out with them too :)

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: June 01, 2010 Title: Chapter 9: Forsaking All Others

I think I need another freaking chapter RIGHT NOW! You seriously weren't kidding when you said "drama" huh? Though honestly, this was NOT what I expected. Some Leah/Nessie stuff, sure. But THIS? No. Not at all. OMG

Author's Response:

Hmm, I'm not sure whether to be happy or ashamed that everyone seems blindsided by this development. So sorry for the delay...on this site, you can't anticipate when the VB will have real life issues. The next chapter will be a break from the angst, but certainly not from the weirdness. I just really hope y'all will like the direction the story goes from here. 

Reviewer: blood-and-chocolate Signed
Date: March 31, 2010 Title: Chapter 4: Love and Friendship

Man I want more already! Lol. Nice chapter, interesting to see who Nessie's new freind is. I CANNOT wait for the next one!

Although I liked the teaser I don't want another one. The email I have set up for this site isn't exactly mine so I try to get as little stuff sent to it as possible (don't wanna be the fowarding burdon, ya know?)

Great, great, great. Eagerly awaiting more :)

Author's Response:

Yay, I'm really glad you enjoyed!! I so have my act together this time; chapter 5 is the longest yet, but was so exciting that took like 2 days to draft! Finishing time will depend on how nuts my betas find it, but shall not be aeons like the last one :) 



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