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Bella never jumped, Edward never returned - but Victoria did. Not even the intervention of the wolf-pack can stop her from attacking Bella. Now entering her first year of college, Bella has some major decisions to make about her life.


The Ugly Ducking

Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Alice, Aro, Bella, Edward, Jane
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Completed: No Word count: 43094
[Report This] Published: December 13, 2009 Updated: October 29, 2013


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What if in the beginning Edward lied to everyone about being in love with Bella? What if originally it actually was all about Bella's scent? And what would happen then if accidentally, much against his will, Edward kind of sort of fell head over heels in love with this not-so-dull human girl?

This is an AU of the Twilight Saga using an entirely different plot as to how, why, and when Edward and Bella fell in love. It offers a different explanation for what was so special about Bella Swan, why Edward vigilantly enforced those physical boundaries, why there's tension between the Cullens and the wolves, and why Edward behaved the way he did not only with Bella but with his family. Expect romance, mystery, angst, and humor. Dark Edward.

Canon Pairings, No BxExJ, OOC.

This story is rated NC-17 because of occasional naughty language, violence (or implied violence) against humans, vampires, werewolves, animals, insects, minding-their-own-business-pajamas, entities, books, coffee tables, leather recliners, bridges, sword ferns, shrubs, rocks, and worst of all....trees. It is also rated NC-17 due to excessive snarkiness by Edward, references to underage drinking, practical jokes and/or enthusiastic tormenting of secondary characters particularly Mike Newton, Jacob Black, and Charles Swan. It also is rated NC-17 due to sexual content.

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Categories: AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Eleazar, Emmett, Esme, Irina, Jacob, Jasper, Kate, Lauren, Leah, Other Character, Rosalie, Sam, Seth, Tanya, Victoria
Series: None
Chapters: 74 Completed: Yes Word count: 1085631
[Report This] Published: October 30, 2008 Updated: June 01, 2011


After that fateful 18th birthday of Bella's, Edward decided it was best to leave Bella. She needed to live a "normal" human life. Though, he never imagined where she would be a year later. With every action comes a reaction.


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Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Rosalie, Tanya
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Completed: No Word count: 28417
[Report This] Published: February 11, 2010 Updated: May 06, 2011


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There is more to Marcus' Mother than meets the eye. This is her story, and also explains how she came to meet Bella for the first time. Also, the two strike a secret bargain. But does Bella really undestand what she has agreed to? This one-shot explains an element of Chapter 63 of Cullenary Coupling from the POV of Marcus' Mother.

This story is rated R for references to battle and violence. 



Categories: AU Characters: Bella, Didyme, Edward, Other Character
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 5457
[Report This] Published: November 02, 2010 Updated: November 02, 2010

Fractured Hearts by cfmom Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2427]

We've all turned the pages on the four blank months in New Moon. Edward left Bella in the woods and told her didn't want her anymore; his arrogance expected that she would just move on with her life. What he never expected was that she wouldn't be able to move on any more than he would. An angry Bella is something he couldn't fathom. What he didn't take into account is that Bella believes that true love is worth fighting for, and she's going to fight to keep Edward and her family. The Cullen abandonment hurt her deeply, but she's turned that pain into rage. What will happen when Bella decides to let them know she's not willing to let them walk away and leave her behind? How will they handle one mere human girl that's extremely pissed off, and willing to do whatever takes to bring them back? The saying "hell hath no fury like a woman scorned" has never rang more true. Bella's angry and on the warpath. Not even a clan of vampires will be able to stop her.

Fractured Hearts

"My heart may have fractured when he left me, but I adamantly refuse to let it shatter. I'm stronger than that, and I'm ready to get nasty. This is going to be a side your family has never seen out of me. I hope you're prepared, because when I'm done taking your stupid, arrogant brother down a few notches, I'm coming after you. Yes, you heard me correctly. You may be small, fast, and graceful, but I'm filled with enough rage at this point to go vampire on your pixie, ballerina ass!"  ~Bella - Chapter 2: Voicemails

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Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jasper, Laurent, Quil, Rosalie, Victoria
Series: The Dirty, Horny Girls Chronicles
Chapters: 31 Completed: No Word count: 234078
[Report This] Published: April 17, 2009 Updated: October 25, 2010


When Bella has a tragic accident, it turns her entire world upsidedown and forces Edward to come to terms with her change sooner than he'd hoped.  As Bella says goodbye to friends and family, the Cullens are faced with coming up with a plan to get Bella out of the hospital without drawing unwanted suspicion on their family. Not to mention they have to talk the Quileutes into allowing an exception to the decades old treaty. On top of everything else, Victoria threatens to turn the hospital in Seattle into a killing ground. Can the vampires and the wolves come to an agreement before the Volturi descend on the Olympic pennisula?

Categories: Eclipse, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Charlie, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, Jasper, Renee, Rosalie, Sam, Seth, Victoria
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Completed: Yes Word count: 60739
[Report This] Published: February 21, 2010 Updated: October 21, 2010

Winter by Sagie14 Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 336]

It's been a hundred years since Bella was changed in the meadow. Now she sees Edward for the first time...

Categories: New Moon, AU, Other Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Rosalie
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Completed: No Word count: 16983
[Report This] Published: July 21, 2009 Updated: October 17, 2010


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The night Rosalie reveals her back-story in Eclipse, Bella has a nightmare where an angel watches her crawl down a street. What if that dream had been a little different? What if it had been the catalyst for an irreversible change in Bella's relationship with Rosalie?


Three weeks after that nightmare (one week after the battle with Victoria), a tentative friendship is cemented between the two when the rest of the family takes a weekend hunting trip. Bella and Rosalie bond over shared pain and dreams, but when the Cullens return from their trip, the new friendship tears the family apart.


While trying to save their own fledgling relationship, Bella and Rosalie must decide if they have the strength to prevent their family from falling into ruin. But who must be sacrificed for the benefit of the rest and who commits the ultimate betrayal?



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Categories: Post-Eclipse Characters: Bella, Rosalie
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Completed: No Word count: 41618
[Report This] Published: June 28, 2010 Updated: September 26, 2010

Beautiful Lies by tmr Rated: NC-17 starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1081]

Emily Haines, Our Hell, Dir. Jaron Albertin

In her incoherent state after Edward leaves her in the forest, Bella's sleeping lips betray her: "Edward is a vampire and I will be one too."  Although the story opens in a mental hospital, it quickly leaves after the first chapter and never looks back...  AU/Dark:  This is not your typical AU-New-Moon story line.  The first few chapters are somewhat normal, but the story then takes a quick and hard turn into a very AU.



Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Alec, Alice, Alistair, Aro, Bella, Caius, Carlisle, Charlie, Chelsea, Demetri, Edward, Eleazar, Emmett, Esme, Gianna, Irina, Jacob, James, Jane, Jasper, Laurent, Leah, Makenna, Renata, Renee, Rosalie, Sulpicia, Tanya, Victoria
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: No Word count: 4291
[Report This] Published: July 13, 2009 Updated: September 16, 2010


Picks up decades from the day in the meadow of New Moon. What if it had been Victoria who showed up, not Laurent? What if Victoria's 'plans' for Bella did not include killing her, but changing her (the one thing Edward wasn't willing to do to keep Bella safe from James.).


Bella has been living as a member of the Volturi for decades now, not able to remember her human life. What happens when she goes searching for her past and comes face to face with her mate and his family whom she has forgotten about for the past 65 years?

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Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Bella
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Completed: No Word count: 86459
[Report This] Published: June 25, 2009 Updated: August 06, 2010



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It's been 25 years after Edward left Bella. Now that the Cullens have reunited with Bella they are suprised to find that she is not running back into their open arms. Instead Bella tells them her story of how her life took a tragic turn after they left.

"Bella, can we just go back to the way things were?" Alice pleaded.

I wouldn't lie to her.  "No."

Categories: New Moon Characters: Bella
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Completed: No Word count: 35122
[Report This] Published: November 13, 2009 Updated: July 31, 2010



Drawing lines is, for a time, on hiatus. Please be patient with me. I'll let you know what's going on when I know.


Drawing Lines by Arizona Hale


The whole world is turned upside down when Bella is attacked in Port Angeles and she must be changed if Edward wants to keep her in his life. It is clear from the beginning that Bella is much more than she seems and the circumstances involving her attack and new found abilities prove to be a challenge that Edward and the rest of the family may be unable to prevail against.

When Bella turns to an unlikely source for help, will she be able to heal? Or will they become the keepers of the pieces of her broken heart?

An Edward and Bella story.

Canon-based AU, mostly canon pairings.

Story rating pertains to crude language, moderate sexuality, and graphic references to rape and violence.

Categories: Twilight, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Jasper, Marcus, Rosalie
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Completed: No Word count: 31596
[Report This] Published: October 29, 2009 Updated: June 14, 2010


Jake caught Bella before she could jump, but that doesn’t mean Victoria didn’t catch up with her. And when Edward’s resolve finally breaks, what will he do when he returns to Forks to find his love has vanished without a trace?

Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Bella, Edward
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Completed: No Word count: 6920
[Report This] Published: January 08, 2010 Updated: March 01, 2010


Ten years.

Ten years have passed since Edward left Bella that day in the woods. He doesn't know what happened to her. He doesn't know if she's happy. He doesn't know if she's had the life that he intended for her.

Alice has developed a new talent closely related to her precognition, and she finally prevails upon Edward to check up on Bella, for her and Esme's sake if nothing else.

And what they see will destroy the fragile peace that Edward has lived in for the past decade.

(Note: this is most definitely not a Bella/Jacob story. In fact, it is at its heart a Bella/Edward story.)

The rating is for violence and character death, not erotica. If you're looking for erotica... sorry. Wrong place.

Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Alice, Bella, Carlisle, Edward, Emmett, Esme, Jasper, Other Character, Rosalie
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Completed: Yes Word count: 39016
[Report This] Published: July 27, 2009 Updated: February 27, 2010


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